listen.

Rejoice

2009-08-11T19:33:00.003+08:00

Woah. such a long long time since i posted. yeah it's kinda boring to read my blog. maybe more updates when im on attachment bah. (if i got time. lol.)

oh yes, i'll be at resorts world, advertising and promotions :) Thank God that both yog and rw said they confirm my internship today! well i've chosen rw of coz, marketing is my passion. hee hee. Guess im the last person to confirm local internship le bah.. but like ms ong said, all is worth the wait. And yes, God indeed anwered to my prayers. Thanks Ms Ong! Through the whole process, i've amazingly learnt alot from God too. I know myself better and will cherish this attachement more than before. Thank you God for being faithful and I am able to rejoice in every situation because He lives. :D

well. this semester is coming to an end now. (hooray!) left with Bcomm call tmr, SQTR assignment due friday and 3 exams papers next next week. Thats the end of schooling days in ngee ann poly. No more presentations and exams in school, but i'll miss my friends truly. Getting emo nowadays. Didnt know how to move on, but im assured by the Lord today that He has a path and purpose for me. I'm not living for the world, but for God. :)

oh yes and this song keeps playing in my mind... lol.
do you know God can be your friend too? He's not too hard to reach.

"Friend of God"

Who am I that You are mindful of me
That You hear me when I call
Is it true that You are thinking of me
How You love me it's amazing

(Chorus)
I am a friend of God
I am a friend of God
I am a friend of God
He calls me friend

God Almighty, Lord of Glory
You have called me friend

He calls me friend
He calls me friend...

and i also remembered some...
Websites
http://get-the-vibe.blogspot.com
www.everystudent.com
www.abigmission.com
www.abigmessage.com
www.glcc-online.org/blog

2009-07-02T03:26:00.002+08:00

1st July 2009

New Cases: 82
Total Confirmed Cases... 783

i cried today.
hate crying.

i miss LM
i miss ST
i miss DG
i miss USA
i miss myself.
you loved me at first and hate me in the end.

upcoming: Ari bday! =) Jean leaving =(

time for bed! loves.
sometimes things that hurts, helps too.

H1N1 new numbers

2009-06-30T00:38:00.002+08:00

well.. no school for today.

today is my seventh day back from overseas but i was intending to go to school. early morning message from ivan saying the only tutor of the day is on mc gave me much more time to rest. im still sick... now with cough and flu. stay away from me if you can yeah. =)

thank God tmr will be a less stressful day too. class from 9am to 11am followed by consultation at 2pm. alot of chionging or organizing those data in between.. but much better than having to focus in class. im tired.

today's new number: 629
well, 30 new confirmed cases of H1N1.
should they move the alert to orange?

heading for school tmr.

swineflu

2009-06-28T22:54:00.002+08:00

H1N1, Swine Flu... sian.

Latest Numbers for Singapore: 599.
Deaths: 0

thank God that no one died yet and this flu is less serious that sars.
im down with flu and cough.. =(

sorry girls that i'm not at MM much this hols..
shouldn't have gone overseas but my mum booked it!
then come back not feeling good all the while.
i'll do as much as i can to repay... LOL.

was researching for TA and i came across Australia's WHV.
thats Working Holiday Visa.
it's so so cool! you can get a visa to Australia and stay there for up to 12 months. during so you can work for up to 6months with one employer and study for up to 4 months. it's like a sample package that Australia is offering. However, your country must be in the list and Singapore is NOT. boo.
research if you still wanna know more.

oh wells, i'm kinda giddy now... even when i never take any medication.
better continue my research so that i can sleep earlier!

loves.
i will bring my blog back to life soon. the light is on again.

macau,zh

2009-06-28T22:35:00.003+08:00

some peeps from latest trip to Macau and Zhu Hai

Portuguese Egg Tarts! Super yummy.

My favourite, Zu Pa Bao. Pork Cutlet Bun!
Went there twice, very very nice.
They've got a cute catty too, called xiao bao (in canto).

San Ma Lu. Street of Macau.

=) Macau Fisherman Wharf.

How can they cancel the school trip?!!

Stupid H1N1.

school

2009-06-02T16:11:00.002+08:00

hmm. so how's school for you?

I'm breathing so hardly. LOL. accidentally fell asleep last night and when i jumped out of bed this morning, the lights were still on. Thank God that SQTR is cancelled and that i woke up just in time for Bcomm. well. life's like that nowadays.

wanted to update many photos but well blogger died on my many times. still love that Japanese restaurant.. very much. went for suki sushi on Sunday at amk. 99cents per plate is really cheap and the quality is good. watched Night at the museum 2, it's nice! worth the money and time at least.

today's gonna be busy, if my laptop dont dc me. haha. waiting for prayer meeting, followed by dg at 6pm.. will be home by 8pm, i hope, then i can shower and do all things that i owe my group. lol. lack of updates on blog and fashion pills.. dont blame me. i have no time about all these. helper is away in philippines and i've got the two kids to handle. spelling, homework and games. phew!

this semester is so crazy, i'm waiting to get over it and them it's attachment! finally decided to do local, going overseas is too much trouble, although i really hope to go hk...

take things one at a time i guess. <3>

Window display is finally done! well done tr02! loves.

"Happy 1 Year"

2009-05-20T10:31:00.003+08:00

yeah yeah. lack of updates..
wells, school has been really really busy.
projects is what we talk about all days. (including weekends)
and now it's abit slowed down coz all the individual assignments is up.
many due next week... e-learning = no elearning. =(

Marina Bay Sands gave us a talk ytd! It was enlightening.
inspired to work there.. but i dont know how's life going to turn out then.
but what got my really excited when i see the THE BLUE MAN.
watched it in Las Vegas, The Venetian few years ago..
it was FANTASTIC. seriously, they are SUPER GOOD.
if they were to come singapore, im sure gonna watch.
and yeah, phantom of opera which i missed in Venetian Macau.
well, stayed in Sands Macau before.. room was really good.
thats only because we got the biggest...
it's like a house (3 bedrooms, ktv, dinning and living rooms.) lol.
many of us of coz..
BUT. all there was in the hotel? Casino.
Even the restaurant was in the casino...
I didnt like that and they almost didnt let me in. but i did.
wynn macau was much better.. but room? nah.
yeap, so much memories brought back. I wanna go USA again!!

ytd heros seminar was horrible.
no seats for us? sat on the floor.
cannot see the speaker nor the screen clearly..
cannot hear properly. totoally turned off.

ytd also marked our first year together. =)
thank God for sustaining us throughout the year.
hope we'll continue to grow in the Lord and serve Him with our lives.
time wasnt alot. there wasnt much time left after heros obviously.
but we went somewhere fantastic to dine.
it's UE Square http://www.uesquare.com/shopping_01.html
Minori Dining & Sake Pte Ltd
adult buffet for $33.00 only.
why only? there's so much food to choose from.
it's those you order form the menu, not the typical plate ones.
food ranges from like sashimi, sushi, udon, soba, deep-fried like tempura,
soups, tappanyaki, grilled, pan-fried and so on.
hmm.. you might think the quality is lousy, thats why so cheap.
the sashimi is very very nice. all their food is pretty FRESH.
so it's such a good deal that i cant keep it to myself!
try it, you wont regret.
(photos will be updated a bit later alrigts!)

okay. thats about all i can say for now.
its just school and projects everyday..
learning to depend more on God =)

Fire Wednesday BBQ
27 May 2009, Wed
6pm to 9pm
KIMIS BBQ Pits (both)
$6.oo per head
more info on: http://npcampuscrusade.blogspot.com

CCA FIESTA

2009-04-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

hello people, it's cca fiesta!
oh wells, we met with many many hurdles just before cca fiesta but
God always have a way out! and i think this way is much better than
the previous! lol.
headband, painted face and a simple t-shirt.
out with a dart board for ppl to play and win prizes.
who can even think of that? Campus Crusade for Christ.
tired, tired, tired!
school started, seems like a super heavy sem +++
but I believe all of us can do it! jy jy.
VS is on the way! and F21 is still collating orders.
lots of things to do, thank God this week there's no tutorials.

see ya tmr!

Long time

2009-04-15T23:10:00.010+08:00

yeap im here again!!
long long time since i've updates. busy like crazy as always.
yay school's starting!! I'm excited and afraid as well.
seems like a very heavy sem plus ccc stuff..
but, God will sustain me! =D
met up many this hols, got to spend lots of quality time.
was with mic, zt, yt, kt and sh today at kbox.
yeah.. that's like the first time wendy went to a KBOX.
and nope, i fell asleep. i really did! wahahaa.
then went walk around at wisma.
bought the topshop dress that didnt have size8 during cny!!!!
(im just so happy!!!!)
and a pair of white heels from C&K.
(i hope i dont fall that is! but they are NICE.)
Spent quite abit recently, esp for jer's bday.
but it's all worth it!!
food at rc was good and all the surprise was just splendid.
okays. so photos?
WARNING: PHOTOS VERY NOT IN ORDER.

10th April 2009 (Friday)

my lucky boy with his subway breakfast in bed!

opened his very nice gift (dont show you ;P)

and reading his very nice card!

all ready to set off!

treat at greenhouse!

the food was really really superb.

before good friday service in Church!

that cake was done by me!

(im not lying!! with the help of teresa... thanks sister!)

celebration at dunbar! BLOW~~~

11th April 2009 (Saturday)

Ari, Me, Jer Les, Josh, Jean & SW

two cakes?!!!

for a purpose!! LOL

very YUMMY emicakes durian PUFFS!

Thanks Josh, without fail.

The food they prepared that day was totally fantastic!

Too busy eating, none of us too photos of it!

Star Virgo
with Jer, Mum, Standy, MF, San, Ir and LL.

oh yes and when i was up at star virgo...
i met the year 2s on their cruise trip with all the lecturers!!
i'll pass you guys the photos soon..
so sorry, it's still in my mum's cam ;P

Fashion Pills

finally done with it!! do support if you can yeah! :)

only available in next collection!
(chop if you want)

this collection - I'm beautiful!

had a really hard time with livejournal!!!!! phew.

Birthday Celebration 15/02/09

please ask the photos from me!

HuQin

LOVE always.

TR02!!!

Brothers and Sisters!

Sri Lanka

auntie, mf, mum, me, samuel.

mummy and me!

Ecomm Farewell Dinner

Amanda, Van, Dillon, Me, Seth.

Jurong Birdpark

very nice vending machine :)

i'm sure he doesn't know this photo is taken. ;P

tired,,,

my favourite!

Batam

yay! im a millionare!!

live seafood? best ever.

(on an island of batam)

2009-03-17T22:30:00.003+08:00

hello!!
yes yes it has been a long long time :P

im really really busy.. every hols like no hols.
but at least i get to do a little of what i love!
i drove, yes and survived.
i went to sri lanka and had lots of curry. =)
brain filled with crusade stuff...
schedule filled with meetings for church, crusade and friends!
(yes, i want to meet up with many many ppl whom i didnt for a long time.)
busy with stocks of the.lovely.summer of coz -> support yeah!
http://thelovelysummer.blogspot.com
and Fashion Pills is undergoing changes.. lj and very nice pieces instock!
for now clear stock! -> http://fashionpills.blogspot.com
oh yes i realised i breakeven.. lol finally took time to count.
okays. busy busy i am.
meeting jane and geor tmr before i go for cruise.
will back on Friday and meeting chris in the evening!
how exciting.

but not to forget my walk with God.
ST retreat rocks! we are crazy ppl.. hopefully the staff can tahan.
cycle at pulau ubin was nice but too bumpy for me.. yes butt hurts.
pilates is as usual.. great fun with higher difficulty.

okays! i better get going.
love you people!

there is hope

2009-02-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

snap snap.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN...
da jia tou lao le. lol.

today did ECD, GYM-ed and LM.
laughed like crazy over dinner, how nice sitting with brothers eh.
great time of sharing with Eliza :)

Exams are coming..
TP coming.. Vday coming.. Bday coming.. 10th month coming..
I'm so looking forward to the holidays.

I love You..
I love Jesus, I love JP, I love TR02, I love travelling, I love ~~eating~~, I love sleeping..

I want to be that light in the darkness, what's the use of being in a bright place?

Update pic!

2009-02-03T21:57:00.011+08:00

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Long lost birthday photos - recovered.
16 February 2008, Muse Bar

Randomly selected :)

the highlight.

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Xuan Fang house...

Eat, Eat and Eat is all we did today!!! ;P

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Chingay on Sunday

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Pai Nian at Zhang Lao Shi house.

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Chinese New Year Day 2

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Chinese New Year Day 1

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Reunion Dinner CNY eve 2009

yes, it's cheese! i love it to bits :)

once again, 4 tables in total.

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FP-BUZZ Bazaar at Kovan Hub

thanks for your support!

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New Year Day

all that fun with the camera.

interior designer

2009-01-29T21:39:00.002+08:00

I want my room renovated!!!
I just can't stop designing in the air.

true colors

2009-01-28T11:22:00.001+08:00

show one's true colors
Reveal oneself as one really is, as in We always thought he was completely honest, but he showed his true colors when he tried to use a stolen credit card. This expression alludes to the antonym, false colors, that is, sailing under a flag other than one's own. [Late 1700s]

today I see their true colors...
anw, I like the way I look ugly.

bazaar weekend

2009-01-19T01:06:00.002+08:00

Hellos! Bazaar ytd was a really nice experince!! =) It was fun and exciting. Sales wasn't fantastic though coz firstly.. not much people... 2ndly, we are selling bikinis when there are many aunties! whahaa. oh wells, tiring yesterday we had. after that went to eat crab. it was super yummy... chilli crab with man tou. BEST.

Today was a busy busy day. woke up and tried packing some clothes from ytd but could finish and had to leave for church. Had so much peace from God today and I signed up for Blueprint course! woohoo! and still in search of where i can serve :) oh wells, let God lead.. hmm. then we went amk and watch Red Cliff 2! It was really really nice!!!! I love it more than the first, definitely worth watching! thereafter had some ice cream at Anderson's and back home to continue to pack and stock take. orders from NP students i see, seems like our publicity not bad aye. anw, thats a good sign. oh, Fashion Pills is having a sale too! do rmb to pop by to visit! http://fashionpills.blogspot.com

was back home and suddenly heard my uncle said there's a house on fire. one apartment in our neighbouring block was burning really badly.. smoke was black and thick! and my kpo uncle and jp went downstairs see. lol. eventually it burnt the window and it crashed from 6 stories high. we could hear the sound of broken glass from above. CNY is so near.. God please bless them. Thanks God that no one was injuried coz no one was in there.. and it started off in the bedroom.. how did that happen?!

Thine be the glory,
Risen conquering Son,
Endless is the victory
Thou o'er death hast won.

bazaar

2009-01-15T23:52:00.005+08:00

We are having a CNY Sale Bazaar!!
The reason you must come: Prices are SLASHED!!

Date: This Saturday, 17th Jan 2009
Venue: Kovan Hub(near Kovan MRT), Booth 41
Time: 11am to 6pm

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http://fpbuzz.blogspot.com

http://fashionpills.blogspot.com

Do Support!

visuals

2009-01-02T21:21:00.012+08:00

yes yes. I havent updated for soooooooooooooooooooooo LONG! hahas. but that doesnt mean my life was so peaceful, quiet and nothing happened. holidays is really happening! i look forward to the next. but meanwhile... FOCUS. still got final exams to conquer. oh wells, thats life. wonder how should i start blogging? okays, lets like flashback... from the back. lots of visuals on the way.. ready?

Firstly, this year I really had no time to write and post cards, to sms during christmas and new year day! I'm so sorry friends, but I want to bless all of you deep inside my heart. Just that really no time. Ask those who msged me, I replied like hours later lol! so sorry! here: happy 2009!! cheers*

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yummy yummy siam kitchen. first time we tried it and it was nicer than Thai Express and Sticky Rice!! must try!
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downtown east
i like to move it move it!! move it!!!!
the movie was niccccccceeeeeeeeeee. move it! lol.

Ehub. ferris wheel.

yeap pretty wheel. loved it when it was rainbowed.
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terrible life with me. LOLs!
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mummy's bday! 231208

yeah.. she's a little tipsy.
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hoho. nice big shoes!

paramid!! had fun with this little toy. used it to kill time when i was at mummy's place without internet yet!

with the christmas tree.

alan.mary.pretty daphne.me

yes. we had ge tai and he came to host. so not christmasy. and wells, police came coz we were too noisy. oh wells, just to advice us you see...

my age grp were all bored upstairs playing cards and talking nonsense.
this is how i 'enjoyed' Christmas eve.

oh wells, but i didnt forget the celebration of Christmas!!

It's Jesus bday so I went to Church's Musical at NUS.

It was super duper wooper NICE! their acting totally rocks!
Thank you Jesus to coming and dying for us =)
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New Year Day was no better than Christmas.

Can you believe it? I was sleeping until about a min to countdown.
House was like filled with ppl again.. super lots of ppl.

All dancing and having fun downstairs.
I was waiting for daphne until I slept.

No, the TV to blame.. so boring lah!!
then we stayed upstairs, sprayed foam and poured water downstairs.

had lots of laughing though.

after that started to take pictures lor. seriously nothing to do.

but all with dap lah, only some using my phone.
upload another time :)

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Aunt's back from Korea!!

Just hours passed midnight.
and lots of yummy goodies!

I LOVE them all seriously!

one of my fav! but ex to buy in sg.

nice! choco in between.

BEST. the combination is just so heavenly!
two flavours: white and milk choc.

look at her! she loves it too!!
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And the most recent: TR02 chalet!

I think it was lotsa fun.

Just hanging out tgt was fantastic!
Im glad we had this chalet, really refreshed me for the start of school.

games!

laugh. thats what we all do.

laughing all the way.

me.xf.yc

erm.. finger not mine. not hers either.
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Well, watched boltz, twlight and bedtime stories and I think all very nice! all worth watching. =) but some say twlight not as nice as the book... (ari) haha. i always dont read the books! so it's nice! like harry potter.

okays. so chalet was ytd to today. came home and slept at 8am, woke up at 1pm and he is still sleeping can!! somemore he slept before 2am. bth ah!! pig! oh no. im the pig. getting fatter esp with the approach of CNY. just now saw the mac advert.. what pepper beef burger and my fav twist fries!! woohoo. fats!!!!! and see those goodies up there.. heh heh. sure everyday nothing to do, eat eat eat. argh! i need to go pilates liao. tmr me and daphne will go aramsa check it out and register if it's all okay. hmm.. maybe i should shun bian go spa. LOL! yeah. havent go for spa treatment!! how to write reflection?! oh and TL project!! how how! wooo.. and open house posters! trying hard, trying hard to cope...

but in the end, do not forget that God is still there... let's let Him take control of all things as He has the best in store for us. dont forget to spend time with God each day, and I love it in the mornings. It really refreshes you and starts of the day pretty well. :)

ask and it shall be given unto you,

seek and ye shall find,

knock and it shall be open unto you.

have you found what you really need, or are those 'happiness' all temporary?
there's always emptiness in there isn't it?

so why not turn to Him?

Jesus Loves You and Cares for You.

Yes, YOU.

Fashion Pills Update!

2008-12-20T12:32:00.003+08:00

Hellos! Finally Fashion Pills is updated!!!! This time with a new collection: antidote 1. =) do look forward to handmake accessories.. bought alot of materials and now is to look for time to do them. wells, for now.. do view our debut collection!

http://fashionpills.blogspot.com

christmas is so round the corner

2008-12-20T11:01:00.004+08:00

The Unveiled Christmas Party was AWESOME!!!

yongliang and ariana

ariana and ken (taught us to make the cross - below)

vanessa and joel

me and jerrold

vanessa and dillon

jeanette and lester

dillon and justin

lim han, odelia, xavier and justin

combination of all the crosses we made!

ariana's and mine

in the progress... (exchanging of beads with justin)

Day Out with Sec Sch mates - boat quay

Si Hui, Sing Woon, Me, Yee Ting, Mic, Ziting

yeeting, ziting and me

i love those ribbons! they could be on the teddy tree at taka.. lol

wala!

cutest christmas tree

2008-12-13T01:01:00.002+08:00

Cutest Christmas Tree Award 2008

Taka Bears Took It Off!

Close-up at those little cuties.

Phew, I got my babyE1 with me!

scars

2008-12-11T21:51:00.009+08:00

hellos! well the bad news is that for TP I

FAILED

reason being.. immediate failure due to 'proceed on red light'. it's so LOL. It was like red light, i stopped as the first car before the stop line. then green arrow appear.. accelerator, clutch, move abit. see red light... BRAKE. then he say i proceed. argued abit.. then he say if her never tell me i would have just gone ahead right? i was like.. whatever.. like that also can?! it's just my luck. i did well all along. after the immediate failure, he anyhow tick lor. all those i ?? things. so LOL. trying to make me feel better i guess. 22 demerits. just fail.. so that i will think even if not immediate failure i still fail. at least he got the heart. hahas. then theres this girl, guess a little older than me, in her twenties. talked before the test. her second attempt.. then finish le, i saw her so we chat again. and she failed.. the tester was like so !!! i bo wei kong. she say the tester go up the car jiu start scolding the school.. (for those who dunno, the tester dont belong to the school de.) then in the circuit, he keep honing other cars. and in the end he scolded her + the school for producing lousy students like her. she also dont want to argue coz from the start she know he sure fail her de. then he say her biggest mistake is never see the lorry behind when she did! i mean we know what mistake we make de... like when i forgot to check blind spot, i will realise i forgot de. where got so dumb one! i still thank God that i didnt get that tester. mine was at least a little better. and who says tester not that strict!!! they are can? but nvm, i believe God has his purpose for everything. maybe i shouldnt drive that soon, who knows there may be an accident awaiting me but too bad i failed! all the best for those taking TP. all the best alvin! you can do it =) and i kinda know why those lyrics on the right are there now.

thank you Jesus

Driving left

2008-12-11T09:49:00.002+08:00

okay. finally all the papers are OVER. spm was definitely a KILLER paper.. but i guess it's expected? should have treated it like a final exam man. =( okay. over is over. but there's like more to be done. im like super nervous now. really have no idea how it would turn out.. if it's like my driving lessons, ill pass for sure.. but if unforseen circumstances occur... i have no say. so who's in control? GOD. people, do pray for me! if you believe in the power of prayer, it's at 430pm. :) it's really up to Him now.

lets see what i've got to do:
CCC the unveiled
HBM individual assignment
SPM reflection 1
OIAP interview
ECD bazaar
TL peoject
TDM open house
whatever TUT
buy xmas GIFTS
buy bday GIFTS
FP new collection
change all my PW
lose those FATS
hang out w FRIENDS

tons to do this holidays but still.. ENJOY.
well, i may not be travelling.. lets enjoys Christmas in Sg this YEAR!
woohoo! looking forward to sat gathering, ccc christmas party and christmas day(party and church musical)!
& maybe driving later...
lol.

I love Jesus.

sat,sun,mon

2008-12-08T17:36:00.004+08:00

Saturday
Yes, I flunk HBM. I know im dumb and careless.
I mean it's not up to my standard!
How can i make that many mistakes.
I just HOPE my A dont fly away which is highly likely... ):

Sunday
Yesterday was at church and i saw Hui Fang!
It was such a pleasant surprise!!! How amazing God is. =)
Then went for driving revision.
At night, there was 6.6 gathering!!
It has been like two years or so.. the last time was after sec4.
wells, me and geor walked and walked and realise wrong direction.
lols, hence we reached there like pretty late.. the last.
wanted to be the first to leave, but in the end was the last few.
lol by me and geor!
tabao alot of food home coz there was super alot left over yet no one else wanted them!!
wahahaha. pig me.

Monday
today he came over and warmed up all those 'tabao-ed' food.

then we sat down for the food from ytd.

but i guess it still tasted fine. LOL.

The Unveiled.

2008-12-02T01:17:00.009+08:00

Closing Date Extended to

14 December 2008!!

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servant's heart

2008-12-02T01:15:00.002+08:00

Servant's Heart

Make me a servant like you, dear Lord,

Living for others each day,

Humble and meek,

Helping the weak,

Loving in all that I say

Give me Lord a servant's heart,

Here's my life, take every part

Give me Lord, a servant's heart

Help me draw so close to you,

that your love comes shining through,

Give me Lord a sevant's heart...

Give me Lord a servant's heart.

scars

2008-11-29T21:16:00.005+08:00

Corrinne May - Scars (Stronger For Life)

I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me downInto pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away

powershot e1

2008-11-27T22:19:00.008+08:00

prawn noodles along upp east coast road!! it's YUMMY.

PowerShot E1 is the first in the line of Canon’s newly launched designer’s concept performance camera. Available in three desirable pastel shades of cotton pink, aqua blue and vanilla white.

and I totally agree that it's CUTE!!

Well, mummy got it for a steal in Aussie! it only cost 199 aud and it's retailing here at 319 sgd. saved like over a hundred bucks can! haha, im happy.... coz i think this camera really rocks and it's cute(that's the main reason i bought it =P). but it runs on 2 AA batteries so i wonder how would that be.. I'll tell you in long term, hard to say now. ;) i hope it's gonna be fine, will go get the rechargeable ones soon...

Got a copy of December seventeen where i realised baby e1 was featured in many pages!! huh, so i didnt make the wrong choice afterall. =D
ignore that ugly ndp cap, i cant rmb why it's on me.

sorry post

2008-11-25T21:03:00.003+08:00

Sorry to those that I've offended while blogging.

Especially about the Newsbites thingy.

I think I was too 'chong1 dong4'.

So, I'm sorry to all of you.

I hope you guys will forgive me..

I really do, and I'll definately change for the better.

In actions, in words and in typing.

If we still can be friends, I'll be happy.

But if hatred is there, and I'm your enemy..

I'm SORRY.

timeout

2008-11-25T19:32:00.002+08:00

Time is running out!!

lol, well exams is so super near and around the corner!!! and i have not start? oh no. the truth is that im even more nervous this time round after experiencing a dip in my gpa last sem. :( oh and this time round i got to jaga driving revision at the same time! right after common test is driving test. i really got to trust God to bring me through this one as well, like how He did in the past. stressful days, and i couldnt make it to driving lesson on monday.. i was too late. =...( so sad can. i think i love driving. oh wells, please let me pass!!!

I'm super excited for Christmas this year!! it's like first time in almost a decade since I spent Christmas in Singapore. this year i can attend Christmas parties, exchange gifts (or maybe receive gifts), take photos around Singapore and most importantly.. attend church christmas service and enjoy the musical!!! yay, yay, yay! so excited. i wonder who would buy me surprise gift this year, i had one last year... thanks ah! i love it, but i dont bare to use it. :) oh wells, lets not focus on earthly things.. but the truth behind Christmas. why are we celebrating Christmas anyways?

cheers*

flashback photo upload

2008-11-23T23:38:00.020+08:00

quick flashback.

fareastplaza

got some fun ;P

oh those evil eyes i see.

thecentral
uber nice sweet from some japanese store!

yummy dessert from candy sweet eats food outlet.

woah! evian christmas tree.

wonder if the water in there is realy evianed?

regular noodle bowl at waraku!

tlawclass

oh no! dead. (so like my tlaw standard...)

goog doggy.

ilovemyring.

from http://www.handmakemyaccessories.blogspot.com

the love series.

i&e-photoshootmgt

most outstanding vodavoda promoter:
CXF

art.

xuanfang!!

yeechoon!!!

ahem. ivan zilian.

ivan again!!!

cheese! not shout.

serious discussion.

cccroom-fisball&fisbee

jus the bobo!

jm fisball 1

jm fisball 2

seth

st

2008-11-20T23:42:00.003+08:00

oh wells, today was a good day. bought LITTLE hotdogs buns from cerise, shenn, belinda's stall and yougurt from jasmine's stall. how cool, i bet it was fun selling them! =D then went crusade room to slack then have christmas comm meeting. i know it will be exciting. come and find out yeah? its on 16th dec 2008, 5pm. then after meeting came down for spm lecture, it's an interesting topic but i couldnt last till the end... had CCC AGM and i had to be there. wells, im 'upgraded' to treasurer and E comm. how interesting! i look forward to what God has planned for me. (: then have LM as usual and dinner at canteen one! kinda different today coz there was food leftover from Red Camp. okay, the food is GOOD. i mean much better than many other camps that mistreat you with edible but terrible food. Thank God for the substance anyways. yeah, then made my way home. okays, i realise im really too fat. it's really time to slim down.. at least 5kg i guess. any one have got like cheap and good tips? i dont have a gym near my home... i've got only bishanpark2 here and it feels dangerous at night. someone!! help!! im too FAT! okay, im seriously tired. so stress!!! and i've not done TL. how to score!? hai. i'll wake up earlier tmr morning bah. i'll go sleep now! tada.

thank God

2008-11-19T23:43:00.004+08:00

I just want to thank God!! dates for common test is out and indeed He does not fail. I knew things would turn out fine, and i chose to trust even when im scared! yay. Well, Tourism Law is like the first on Friday and the one im most nervous for. Then Saturday is HBM. Tuesday is TDM and finally Wednesday is SPM. woohoo. and Thurday is DRI. driving TP! im so so scared.. what if i made a stupid mistake and fail it?! pray pray! but all in all, im here to Thank God it didnt clash with any common test and im able to plan and change the revision timings accordingly. phew, slots were available for me to change. =) yay. im sooooo Happy!

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I come before You today
And there's just one thing that I want to say
Thank You Lord
Thank You Lord
For all You've given to me
For all the blessings that I cannot see
Thank You Lord
Thank You Lord

With a greatful heart
With a song of praise
With an outstreched arm
I will bless your name
Thank You Lord
I just want to thank You Lord
Thank You Lord
I just want to thank You Lord
Thank You Lord

For all You've done in my life
You took my darkness and gave me Your light
Thank You Lord
Thank You Lord
You took my sin and my shame,
You took my sickness and healed all my pain
Thank You Lord
Thank You Lord

thank you Jesus.

reflect

2008-11-19T10:05:00.003+08:00

I Need You

Everything that I am
Thought I made with my own two hands
Had no help, caught no breaks
Have only myself to thank

Looking back at my young and foolish heart
Why did I keep us apart?
Feel this cold empty shell
Lord, save me from myself

I need you, I need you
I need you for real success
I need you for my next breath
Oh lord, I need you. Yes I do.

Oh, Lord, be my guide
Give real meaning to my life
Lead my steps, change my ways
Put your purpose in this place

Unto the hills of heaven will I lift my eyes
For you are my helpful saviour
Hear my cry

(Oh, I need you, got to have you Lord)
(Lord I lift my eyes to you)
(Lord I need you)
(Hear my cry)
(I need you)

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im sorry, i hope i havent offended anyone, even if i did.. i wont know who either. so do not get mad coz your're just hurting yourself. it's no worth. oh and, im not angry or fuming mad or anything. i understand how people are now. there are really few that you can trust. but only one who can love you unconditionally, the Lord. i've forgiven but of coz not forget. learn from it and go on. seems like i got to mug really hard for this common test, i'll just pray that my driving test and common test does not clash. He will not fail, His people will. hmm, over the years i always thought, it's not possible that everyone around me is so nice to me and none hated me. there's definitely jealousy around. it's hard to please everyone, just please God will do. why follow the world?

im sorry alvin, i just didnt feel like talking but THANK YOU.

Body Painting.

2008-11-18T21:46:00.003+08:00

Well, nothing really great happened today. Schooled, dined at Ichiban and went watch Madgascar Escape 2 Africa! okay, the show was nice. =) 4/5 stars for me! it's funny and definitely touching too when you engross yourself in it. After that came home.. and watch the ultimately heart-warming 'bu fan de ai'. I thought its one of the best sg shows le.. got meaning and educate those who watched it. The main actor did a really great job. claps*

i think what im going to say after this will be more understood by classmates. that day when we were presenting ecd, the comments that we were dishonest totally pissed me off. i was like, dunno what to say.. fire in my head. but i chose to keep quiet. i have to clarify, that blogshop has got NOTHING to do with my current one. we will be creating a new one, we will let you know the new url.. dont worry. =) hmm. the next thing that im not very pleasant about is newsbites. I think thats when you see true colors but constructive feedback as well. anw, i can more of less guess who typed what (or at least which group of ppl) and the kind of grades that were given. xf and me were like discussing, how can anyone give 5, which is like just passing... what a classmate we have! cant believe it? but yes it's true. comments for me were like:
- reading off from slides, more eye contact (well to admit, i wasnt even prepared so all i know is from the slides. i cant blame anyone i guess. if i have to read off, how to eye contact.. and as if anyone wants to look at me and not the screen and their screens maybe.)
- monotone and no interest in my topic (haha. its not that im not interested but firstly didnt want to rush through, secondly i dont really appreciate nudity to a artistic extent. and after seeing so much while researching for photos, im already going to puke. felt so wrong to present that, dont know i should in the first place.) *interesting pictures *visuals provided are possess wow factor *open-minded for her to do this topic
- Could elaborate/describe more (oh wells, busy. thats all and i thought there was a time limit?)
- Dull background color (interesting feedback, oh wells.. tell me that when you figure out photoshop on your own and able to do something as dull as that (: )

Dont get me wrong, but i just want to type the reasons, not against anyone at all. it's not like i confirm know who typed what, but 7.8 as an overall? im fine with that.. thank God for it, no complains. I think lots of thing I've to brush up, presentation skills perhaps? should go do more emceeing, hosting and acting so i dont get affected by personal emotions too easily. Thats one point i admire my mummy for She can be super angry, scolding workers over the phone and after the call, back to the original calm mood to talk to us. =D

Thank Lord for a tiring day to pass and that i cleared my tutorials except TL so i can sleep earlier tonight and not worry about school work. but, npmail is clogging! i better go delete those useless email and read those important ones. do some neccessary internet transaction and then i can go sleep le!

been a long time since i slept before 2 or take an afternoon nap.. yawns.

happy 6th month tmr!

2008-11-16T23:20:00.001+08:00

As the deer panteth for the water
So my soul longeth after thee
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship thee

You alone are my strength my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship thee

meet up!

2008-11-15T22:21:00.001+08:00

yeah! im so happy today!

well, went for parents sem in school early morning and im super tired k? it's SUPER. got to know some year 1s.. as you know, never go their camp means dunno them. except for some baoc ones whom most prob forgot my name. lol. hahahs. many funny incident like old uncle asking us how many hotels are there in sg. like who knows lah? lol. had a tiring morning of shifting and jaga-ing things. i think sheila was totally STRESS. well, life's like that ;)

then, went of to meet mic, yt and mui. im like super tired, feet like aching so much. but still wanted to walk around abit. yt left soon after and then it was 3 of us roaming wisma. walking round and round the same places. trying to see if c&k will be less pack. well, we gave up and went to food republic to sit and drink. decided to go bishan thereafter and got my shoes from c&k finally! expensive but I love it! esp when ppl i love went with me!! =D they were pretty quiet today although A levels is like over for them or almost over for them. dunno why, maybe just the wrong mood and environment. plus, we were all tired. i meant myself at least. had a really good time even so. getting to see my beloved girls is good enough.. hopefully we'll catch up soon. oh, and primary school's class is going to have a gathering and im so looking forward to it! when will 2e3'04 have one too?

okays, im tired but still tons to do. jy to me!

gymitaway

2008-11-06T14:42:00.003+08:00

woah! i feel good.

lol. just went gym with yc, xf, ivan, winnie, shaine and chuwen. really great to have sweat it out.

then we went atrium to buy food! =) yummy.

okay, i see fish spa and brownies over there(underpass).

Do SUPPORT!

okay, went miss clarity cafe ytd. i think it was good. =)

the garlic bread rocks! it's like really spicy and went you dip it into the cream of chicken soup.. it's just heavenly... ate some crunchy garlic baked fish. also spicy!! super nice. you should go dine there man.

monkeys

2008-11-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

In their concert costume which cost $50 bucks each set. (bomb man!)

While waiting for the concert to start.. well, I dont know why there's a baby tigger plushie there sitting on the block. lol.

During LM last thursday. What a nice 'verse' created eh? lol!!

brothers?

today, I saw these two monkeys at the bus stop. I think they are super cute. ;) but my bus was here le, so gtg.

TLaw is killing me, Im so worried for the common test! And oh ya! driving! went for revision after one month of not driving and im indeed quite rusty. please pray that my revision lessons and test date (11 dec) will not clash with my common tests! and of coz.. i hope i'll pass, though it's kinda tough for me.

there's prayer meeting tmr morning!! I better go do tutorials NOW!

2008-10-27T11:14:00.008+08:00

Won't you let them speak?

2008-10-27T10:26:00.002+08:00

You have longed for sweet peace,
And for faith to increase,
And have earnestly, fervently prayed;
But you cannot have rest,
Or be perfectly blest,
Until all on the altar is laid.

Is your all on the altar of sacrifice laid?
Your heart does the Spirit control?
You can only be blest,
And have peace and sweet rest,
As you yield Him your body and soul.

Would you walk with the Lord,
In the light of His Word,
And have peace and contentment alway?
You must do His sweet will,
To be free from all ill,
On the altar your all you must lay.

O we never can know
What the Lord will bestow
Of the blessings for which we have prayed,
Till our body and soul
He doth fully control,
And our all on the altar is laid.

Who can tell all the love
He will send from above,
And how happy our hearts will be made,
Of the fellowship sweetWe shall share at His feet,
When our all on the altar is laid.

2nd week of school

2008-10-22T15:45:00.002+08:00

hellos! coming on to the second week of school!woah! tutorials, lectures and all.. well, I finally feel that im back at school and know what Im doing. lol. Lessons has been fine lately and it's great to meet your classmate again isn't it?

had to go convention centre to look at the booths dont up by the students whom we presented our lessons to last week. some were really pretty good. but others did not even put in effort in it.. well, i kinda see the different kinda thinking, the kind that we used to have when we were in secondary school, the kind when we first join our course and know nothing much. till today, when we've learnt so much about the industry in one way or another. i love trm still. looking forward to what we'll go through this semester and the next and of course attachment! i really think it's gonna be good learning opportunity, although i still dont know what kinda boss im going to meet.. but still i trust God in that.

wee... had DG just now. well, weiya couldnt join us today, i got to pray and pray for her. back to dg, it was really good sharing and listening. =) may God continue to help us grow as we meet together each week.

yeah, and stocks for fp, well.. ive got no time, thats why! i do want to bring in more things, unique and stuff but TIME. haha, and for some who knows.. thats not the only business that i got to manage. so ya. i will try.

okok, i better get going with my research!

forgiving

2008-10-13T00:14:00.006+08:00

To err is human; to FORGIVE is divine.

Churh service today was talking about Forgiveness. Didn't we deal with in during Restored Book discussion? Well, the approach is kinda different but similar. lols. seriously when you do not forgive, the one hurting the most is still yourself. the other partner has no clue that you are baring that hatred deep in your heart. not forgiving is like putting yourself into prison. it's the worst prison of life, that anyone can go to. come on! let go.

sneak peaks:

Restored Camp 2008

ah...

me & snow. cerise & bread.

me & ariana.

two sides.

BANGLES!!

Won't be selling them on Fashion Pills yet.

but if you want them do let me know!

Fashion Pills

I thought im suppose to smile?

more clothes coming your way..

but i've got no TIME!!

back and RESTORED

2008-10-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

back and RESTORED!

well, Im back from restored camp 2008 and it rocks!! well, i've truly experienced alot through serving in this camp and im kinda looking forward to all the LMs thats coming up. what's has God in store for all of us? i'm just too excited! met some new people and got to hear a little about some other's life. isn't it great that we're one big family and we know we have the same heavenly father to love and care for us? it's just too wonderful to be God's child, held in His arms, as He brings us through ups and downs of life.. assuring us a peaceful life with Him in heaven. aww. I LOVE JESUS. God has been faithful to us and trusted us all this while, let's allow Him to control our lifes because only He has the best for us! yepee!

oh, back to school. it's like starting so soon? one and a half days (or less) away? how did all that time flew away? haven't done much for spm, yes i know, im super busy.. i shall now give more time for it. trying my very very best to complete the web le! but then looking up the net, copying and pasting for me is easy, turing it into html for the web isn't as easy. oh wells, hardwork. and i think im suppose to do blog post too.. i wonder what exactly. hahas.

okays, but my attention should not be away from God. tmr's Lord's day again.. and somehow I feel like Christmas is near. Im looking forward to it!

getting a little worried for my academic next sem.. gotta learn to trust God.

cya soon!

Family

2008-09-30T16:32:00.004+08:00

FAMILY

Father.And.Mother.I.Love.You

We do not Volunteer in a Family,

We HELP in a Family

Child of God, Family of Christ.

F1 DAY 3

2008-09-28T19:36:00.003+08:00

Well, today is F1 third and last day. woohoo! how much have it made us, Singapore? Lots of road blocks around and loud cars vrooming pass to hear. ha, met ivan at marina ytd. now i know what that tag means. LOL! it's kinda boring for me, not because im not interested, but look at the amount of ppl! even if i had tickets, you could only see the cars fly pass. faster than a plane on land? phew! but mummy wants us to feel the whole atmosphere.. while she's having dinner with the others at the hotel. and she's there again. lol. sian.

to 'feel' F1! LOL.

I thought the SKY was beautiful. =)

On the way to church today, just outside bs, I saw this lovely family. I dont know why but i thought they were super 'xing4 fu2' and happy tgt. And, well.. they are going to church. =) I guess I know why.

So went to church today.. service was really good. =) final one about family. 'Watch Your Words'. many things to think through i guess.

Came back to do some stuff, new stocks for Fashion Pills is coming out soon.. as long as i take the pictures! from HK! =) wonderful. sales havent been real good. DO SUPPORT!

waiting to go makan katong laska!
want some?

alive and back

2008-09-26T15:04:00.005+08:00

WOAH! TWO MONTHS of no blogging and I'm back!

Yes, yes, I know it's like rotten and dead. Thanks to those trying to revive it. =D

Well, the reason why I have not been blogging is because.. I'm busy! LOL. You believe me?

Got a new layout you see here. Well, dont it feels the same like the previous? haha. Lazy me, dont really want to touch the html codes. So.. I just changed the image and update the links. Most of the time used to change blog layout for me is not on html but on the links. Checking if every link is working well, if their blog is still active, if they changed link or abandoned theirs. Of coz, many did. Hais. Seems like I've lost many of them. Friendster is the last resort. Going through all the blogs reminds me of many people who exist, kept at the end of my head. Looking at cyn's and grace's blog, i realise that their group of frens are like still intact. what about mine? all chionging for a levels. =P except myself.. well, really want to meet them for a chat. but busy busy busy...oh wells, thats life.

So I've been busy with my blogshop, driving and camp committee as well. Alot of stuff to do and meetings to attend. Driving is coming to an end but then i cant book the test date before i end all the lessons! so ppl like alvin and justin going to be faster than me =( and amazingly malcolm got his way before me.. grrr. oh btw, me blogshop is up! if you still dunno..

http://fashionpills.blogspot.com
Do support!

Thanks for comments like my modelling skills sucks and all.. and maybe some may think my face is disgusting. Well, didnt really want to do that, but my mum says it's better with body and face. Than putting on the bed? on a fake body? people without head? well.. i dont know. for pretty ppl yes. but for ppl that looks like me.. i guess its a no. well, im not a model like so and so, with big boobs and fat butt. lol. i rather not be. their lives? complicated. realise that models nowadays are like slim or sometimes skinny(eew) but their face..* okay perhaps its the body that all wants. lols. i dont know.

Camp is coming up and school is like starting. This sem's result is terrible, i seriously got to buck up next sem to achieve a much better GPA. Well, I know God has His purpose for doing things and making things happen. Camp Com retreat ytd made me realise how my prayers were like. Sincerity is real impt, not a routine. Learning to listen to our heavenly Father is also super important, because what's the point of keep talking. I believe this is true for all relationships.. be it family, friends or yout partner. God is Love <3.>

Family is fine, dear is fine, friends are fine. I guess nothing really big happened. Just little issues here and there, enough to keep me busy. Mooncake festival was at safra then west coast park.. pretty fun earning all the bucks at family day. Let my nai nai use them all when i brought her out. Really glad to be spending more time with her.. cherishing her more than ever! =)

Finally, time to give thanks. I'm most thankful to God of course! Well, He has been faithful and everything is a blessing to me. I do not deserve anything that was given and i live to glorify His name. =) Thanks dear for being understanding and I'm the happiest with you. Let's continue to walk with God!

Okay, pizza is here! I'm hungry...

Cya!

update

2008-07-25T11:46:00.002+08:00

oh wells, back to blogging and its really just updates.

hmm.. i think life have been kinda busy jaga-ing all those things that are on going.
but im glad all efforts that we put in for projects did indeed paid off. =D cheers to my group! but still i thank God for all these people.

as for driving, i've passed my FTT! yay! its not as tough as you think it is.. but of coz a little tougher than BTT. less common sense. but still.. you must always rmb its their common sense and not yours. LOL. well, for practical lessons.. im at lesson 10 of 33! yay! almost one thrid done le.. cant wait to get it. =)

projects are all coming to an end.. left with atrm and cem. then comes the Exams! woah. i think preparing for exams is really a break for me coz i can finally gather my thoughts and refresh myself of what i learnt during the whole term. honestly, nothing is up there now. lol. i guess you are the same.

okay, and again.. i really need to set up the blogshop or whatsoever to see my clothes. haha. i think i'll leave it till the holidays bah.

im going off now.. im super hungry!
God Bless. =D

thanks people

2008-07-15T14:42:00.002+08:00

oh wells! thanks people for your concern. but you know.. blogging is just venting out angers and sometimes regretting what you posted. hmm.. it wasn't very much of a problem, i was just emo during the previous post, thats all. lol.

hmm.. life is really really busy lately, but i still praise the Lord for guiding and teaching me what to do always. whenever i thought there's no way out, and i've got no time for it, here comes the solution. so much things going at a go, plus project deadlines drawing nearer, its so stressful! ftt is coming soon and i totally forgot about it! i only read the book through like once and read the second time ytd and today. then got elearning to do also.. should i book a trial test? ive got no idea man! there's spanish test this thursday and i dont rmb or understand what i was learning.. and oh man, its graded. sat is neshow 3.

oh yeah! later would be the Poly Day of Prayer! at LT26, 6pm to 9pm. do drop by to pray for NP or polys if you can! it would be an exciting time to stand as a body of Christ in the presence of the Lord. =D

alrights! i got to do atrm now at canteen three.

friday

2008-07-04T09:35:00.003+08:00

sad sad sad.. well getting more and more emo nowadays. i dont know why but it seems like im so lost and out of breathe.

early morning, walked behind the three of them but i was invincible. i think its gone bah, really gone. how i wish we could go back to just one year ago. they didnt speak a word to me, they didnt turn around and look at me at all, they just took it as i wasnt there. at this point i know.. i cant do anything anymore.

dear all, im tired.. really tired to be always the one mending relationships with family, with friends. i think im giving up coz im so worn out. i need to run back to God now and really cry my heart out to Him leaving all to Him. I dont want to decide anything for myself.

I need a period of rest, and fall back to Him. I'm sorry if im not trying anymore.. and like how i predicted, things really is just as i thought. i knew friendship will also not be there anymore if i reject. its always them who changed and feel diff after all that wooha and courage. i really dont like it, i just wish no one ever fell and will fall.

oh wells, put those aside. today is either going to clarke quay or intercontinental. but i feel they may find me extra or something. i dont know.. lol. if i dont see the place i wont know what to do. but there's lam to do too.. hai. how? tmr is ne show 1 but im gonna be with ppl i dont know? why do they always have to split us up? then whats the use of those bonding? bond for what?! sunday, church.. then cousins going ro ktv. but i know i wont sing. should i just go like when they are ending for dinner? i dont know. so much to do, so little time left.

but still, I LOVE YOU LORD!

blogging time!

2008-07-02T11:30:00.002+08:00

heyo! im here~ hmm.. like busy busy busy everyday. school, projects, driving, ndp. hai. i think i need to spend more time with the Lord. =D oh wells, i've got like stacks of clothes to sell. and please, they are not like some lousy pieces of cloth.. got quality one leh! lol. you know.. my clothes. heh heh. trying to set up a simple online shop soon. TRYING to squeeze time from my busy days. alrights it's actually pmkt tutorial now.. i better pay attention before she tell me off! cya!

back from gold coast

2008-06-18T12:35:00.002+08:00

opps!!

i guess i didnt have enough time to blog or check my mails before i left for aussie. im so so sorry peeps. hmm.. mailbox was flooded by emails but there was no internet connection there dispite bringing my laptop. lol. this trip is fun because of the ppl. i meant dap, standy and ben.. well samuel for one day at least. sad that he got to come back but yeah. had little talks till late night and ended up with little sleep. hahas. but what i always like is that private space me and dap have when we got the room to ourselves only. it always helps to bring us closer and improve our relationship.. catchup with each other and laugh as much as we can! and of coz.. taking photos. ;) well.. rode many roller coasters and such and we kinda get bored already. nothing seems to be that challenging after six flags in USA. maybe its time we search for a new sport.

so here i am back in reality to face all that projects and work. but im glad i got this little break away from home, stress-free. not a day i thought about work.. probably not having internet is a good point afterall. just hope that we do not take a big break till we meet up again. dap kept saying.. dont wait until next holiday then go out hor! im like.. okok.. when she's free im not. when im free, she's not. i just miss her. lol.

all in all, i thank Lord for everything. He has been there for me always, to guide me and teach me. I will live my life for you Lord!

byebye!

photos will come soon. =D

pmkt test done

2008-06-02T22:12:00.002+08:00

one down two more to go.

pmkt today are fine, i thought i would die coz seriously this sem is slack! not exactly slack but im in for other commitments rather than studies. and that everytime i say that im going to 'die' for the paper, im seriously nervous.. not like faking. lol. the kinda results is definitely God's grace, if i were to depend on myself.. im nobody man. hmm.. today is just bascially resting. went to subway with ari and him then home to sleep. woke up in a shock coz it was almost 8pm! lol. then oversee the kids doing their chinese work and watched some tv while eating. after then go shower and eat ben and jerry's ice cream. ;) hai.. the trip for this holiday is still unconfirmed!!!! argh. date, dunno.. where, dunno... wonderful. but i know i need to get out of this country. the best is to somewhere cooling or cold. =) alrights i think its kinda time for come atrm.

all the BEST for all those taking their common test!

jia you, jia you, jia you!

elearning week

2008-05-27T18:23:00.004+08:00

heys! this week is elearning! wow. I'm kinda glad that im done with all the elearning... except that i have not comment on diner dash for atrm coz the group has not accepted me! argh.. lol. but.. im kinda worried for my lam assignment... coz i barely started? and for the common test!! i haven touched a single thing! argh... oh no oh no! well, but i guess i'll just do my best ya?

was reminded by Michelle who was by Seth to spend time with God, coz no matter what.. we still have to depend on Him and Him only to do everything. sometimes we could just rushed into the day not coming before the Lord and realise our day in a mess. i thank Lord for being by me always. =D unconditional LOVE. heh!

lots and lots of things to do! and may be going to malaysia tmr... this is so tiring! =P

We have the Holy Spirit, We have the Word of God, Proclaim the Truth and Live it Boldly! To be Contagious Christian, we got to be real, we got to be authentic in our emotions and every step of our faith. =D Be the light for Him.

pmkt tut

2008-05-21T12:59:00.002+08:00

alrights man! im here to blog. ;) now it's pmkt tutorial.. no comments. these days are busy. hmm.. but im glad that i have God for bring me through it. wells, He will always remind you and i really thank Lord for using me in ways i always never expect. i think contagious Christian is turely a good book. i've kinda learnt alot from it. =) and i need a pmkt textbook! okay, thats random. lol. hmm.. the common test are near, holidays are near too. im so nervous, i've no idea what i've been doing this term. am i doomed? and where will i be heading to for this hols? phillipines or aussie? i miss both anw. oh and CEM presentation tmr was good, im so proud of my class!! good job TR02!! love you guys. and i miss eating dinner at home, i'll do that today yeah. lappy running out of batt!!! cya.

i had a bad day

2008-05-13T10:37:00.002+08:00

alrights.. today seems to be a bad day for me eh. morning was fine.. nice and encouraging messages i recieved. then i was on a non-aircon bus to school. But still thank Lord for a seat on the bus. it was like jammed all the way, so obviously i slept. reached the room and the first sentence i heard was nasty, really nasty. was really angry and then prayed for God to take that away. sometimes when people dont know they are hurting, we should just forgive. I cant imagine what i'll do, how things will end up if i didnt have Christ in my life. hmm.. then lecture went on and as i was not paying attention OH called my name. it was of coz a shock.. he knows my name? i mean, he shouldn't.. im not very loud in class am i? hai. and even when friends give me the answers.. i wouldnt say it coz i dont even know the question! argh.. okays, the lecture ended at like 10am. why are lectures all so short? it seems like they are slacking.. but are they? actually i am too. blah. i still got pmkt and atrm tut to do and atrm and dg to prepare for. ;) thank Lord for the girls.

updates

2008-05-11T18:12:00.002+08:00

alrights, im here to update.

but before i say anything else,

Happy Mother's Day!!

hmm.. life have been busy, super busy. i think it's quite standard bah.. school work, projects, cca and meetings and stuff. nothing much to say. but im enjoying everyday of coz.. give thanks to the Lord and all things will be fine. =)

hmm.. what updates do you want? im peeling? lol. grace and ned was like tearing out pieces of skin for me on friday. thanks babes! love you guys. oh and i watched iron man. i think its nice.. eww at parts but still nice. worth the money, go watch it! lol

oh, i miss daphne.. havent seen her for like ages. now is their critical period-exams.. i better not disturb her. hopefully we can go aussie tgt this june. i really miss that place. used to go there pretty often each hols. break for quite some time le bah..

and this dress im wearing now, i think its pretty! got it online and it fits well. thought i'll be too fat for it but i got in. hahaha. maybe i shall update photos taken during the dinner later if i get them any time soon. lol.

another week of busy lifestyle is coming.. rmb to trust God for it. =D Time really really flies like nobody business.

yeah.bye.

LM!

2008-05-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

LM fun!

2008-04-25T14:38:00.003+08:00

oh wells, ytd LM was good i guess. freshies are all attentive and interesting. but we need more guys! =) and i just hope more of them will join us for dinner. yeah so i was super tired ytd but i went home to sing grandma bday song and ate the cake. it was from breadtalk and its not bad... =P haha then after awhile i just simply fell asleep.

today is tiring. had pmkt lec. josh simon came to crash and then went kap to get us mac griddles! it was yummy i think.. although i didnt like it the first time. hahas. then after lec had CEM tut.. then the system not working so was chatting with xf and yc abt.. ahem. private! hahah. now im in LAM tut.. hearing his stories.. wow...

having my first DG later! but im tired.

God's Grace

2008-04-24T00:12:00.005+08:00

oh man! sorry I've not been blogging.. kinda no time plus laziness plus mixed feelings sometimes so i end up not blogging. school started and it has been hectic, i can feel the pressure and stress of yr 2 life already but im all ready with God's hands in my life. =) recieved three letters from NP today and they are not warning letters mind you.. and those really remind me of God's grace. I didnt do all these in my own strength, it's not possible, but i simply left it to God, and ask of Him to teach me how to humble myself. wells, sometimes we may be too busy with school, relationships, family and we tend to forget God or lead our lives the way we want.. and then we'll realise it's actually all messed up! i guess there's really a good web i enjoy reading alot.. http://www.everystudent.com/ it's got the story of the cover page couple of 'Naked I' magazine =) go read it. hmm.. there's LM tmr! and i really hope to meet two of my girls, Joey and Joyce.. i seems to be aliens to them. am i scaring them off? lol. hopefully bel can come bah and anyone else invited! it's Thurday, LT73, 5.30pm on "Be My First Time". cya there i guess. today was a very information overload day. had ATRM lecture and tutorial PLUS pmkt tutorial. lol. irene ng is really funny and interesting.. at least i dont see atrm tut to be boring. haha. after all that, came home to nap.. watch tv and finally did CEM tut just now. kinda recap on what we've learnt bah.

what really striked me recently was from last week's service on the third commandment of God. "Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain; for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain." It was really a good one and it's so close to our hearts. =) often we just simply dont know that instead of glorifying God's name, we are shaming Him. so how or when do we use his name in vain?

Speech

A) words of Profanity (eg. omg, oh my God, Jesus Christ!, God damn it etc.)

Eph 4:29 Col 3:8

-by using God's name to swear, we are actually linking it to God and disgracing Him

-by the grace of God, your language can be changed

B) words of Frivolity (eg. God knows, God Bless You, Good God, Gosh, Jesus!, Gee, Jeeze, Lord...Lord..Lord in prayers etc.)

mat 12.36

-unless you really mean it if not you are simply looking for a word to fill the gaps

C) words of Hypocrisy (eg. not wanting to go for mission trip giving the reason that God want you to stay)

Lev 19:12 2 Cor 1:23 Rom 1:9 Phi 1:8

-dont fake God's name as an excuse for yourself

Works

Rom 2:21-24

What would others think about Christians/Christ?

-they see the bible/God in you

-they see how you live your life

-you may preach about salvation etc. but what they see is your lifestyle

Gen 13:7

The number one cause of atheism is...

CHRISTIANS!

so.. How can I magnify His name?

1) Prayer

mat 6:9
-your purpose in life is to glorify God

-pray what God wants you to pray and not what you want

John 12:27,28

2) Praise (worship)

Psa 29:2 34:3 66:2

3) Preaching

Acts 15:4 Eph 1:12 Pro 18:10 John 17:6,26

-God is glorified when a soul is saved!

4) Purity

5) Piety

mat 5:6 phi 1:11

-Faith and the fruit of your Faith

Always rmb, "The World is watching You!"

yups!! thats about it le bah. till now, i've got nothing much to blog about i guess. oh, i think im going online shopping again soon bah. and time for me to change my blog layout? but ive got no photoshop and i cant type chinese words. k and my stuff from my lappy is officially all gone lor. hai. nvm, i think God is teaching me something, i thank Him for that. =D give thanks always, in all circumstances because He will always give you the best simply beacause He loves YOU! cheers*

okay, so tmr is IS day again.. and we are going to be in that freezer for 4 hours straight! i dont like that room lah.. but the good thing is that the break she give us is long de. not ten mins that kind.. if not sure cannot tahan. and my left eye kinda hurt now, what will i get tmr man? i dont wanna know, i hope nothing. leave it to you le. so, joining ndp, service camp or trm interest grp? i really dont know. how much spare them do we have actually?

find out soon. ;)

pics!

2008-04-03T09:25:00.003+08:00

Sepang F1 Race Track

Im still attracted to this one..

way to genting

pillow menu ;)

waiting to board

star virgo

artistic!

dinner at bella vista

blueberry soup?

update

2008-04-03T09:16:00.003+08:00

okok.. sorry lah! not that i dont want to update. i have totally no mood to! argh. laptop is down for such a long time and you know it doesnt feel the same with the desktop. then finally.. ytd he told me he didnt save any of those data from it before emptying it. okay. i almost fainted. im serious.. was sick on mon, tues and recovering ytd. then comes the very pleasant news. you tell me can faint anot? so i quickly went to eat. lost like 2kg or so, better put it back. okay, so recently went on star virgo. and then up to genting, it was kinda grand.. lol. really dunno what to say le lah. later got interview, now msn not working? and my laptop is like hollow? dont even have microsoft! what should i do?! think i just got to trust God and thank God.

Lord, I need You...

holy holy holy

2008-03-07T11:08:00.009+08:00

am listening to "open the eyes of my heart" and i just want to say "I Love You, Lord!"
wells, was staying at bs from fri to wed. so ya, didnt really touch my laptop at all. mon went out with dg.. well it's actually ari, me and winnie. then tues jer and ari came to find me and we had dinner with les at tamp. wed was basically going to sch for baoc prep, bugis street, and then fetch the kids back home. hmm.. ytd was going to school for meeting regarding the cruise.. then watching the leap year. i think its nice but it only made me cry near the end, where dyllan held her book and cried. lol. then slacked the whole time coz i dont have my laptop charger! forgot to bring back from bs. and i didnt have luggage coz mine got one wheel missing. hai. so, sleep lor. at the same time collating the details for the cruise trip. then when my luggage arrived, i started packing. and my charger arrive, i started typing. hahah. well. im flying off at 3.35pm to thailand for fun.. then i'll be back on monday. ;) dont miss me ya?

at the hairdresser's for lovely's first haircut ever!
(well, excluding shaving off once when she was a baby)

after the haircut,
she kinda look different.

winnie, ariana, me at bugis nydc.

we lunched till like 330pm?

then we walked into m industries not expecting a super sale!

clothes at 50% off? and 3 piece or more gets additional 10%. wohoo!

but i would rather it be a 'w'. wickey! lol.

this is real nice can? original price is 49.90 and we got ours at $15.00!

thank you Lord!!!

k, i'll see you guys in awhile. im not super free this hols eventually.

Lord will look over me.

lovingchrist

2008-03-02T17:02:00.006+08:00

wow. it's sunday again. Lord's Day!

hmm. was working at natas on friday night and whole of yesterday. phew.. i dont have to work today. it's seriously boring coz i dont know much about the place. GOLD COAST. what i know would be what most ppl do, although i've been there at least thrice. lol. yeap. all i rmb is that i drank 8 bottles of water ytd, had donuts for dinner on fri, lunch at rocky master with ariana & les and dinner with ariana & authur. lol. thats the only fun part. the rest is like... even go restroom also need to queue like siao. and look at the queue for the tickets, it's crazy really. ytd came back and amazingly shared christ with my mum. it's really really amazing. i was thinking abt it when i was washing up then somehow while chatting abt employing another helper we reached that topic. i really thank God, i didnt have to worry how to go abt sharing because i knew God will be there to help me, it's His strength and not mine. i think so far, ytd is my best in sharing Christ in Chinese. it wasnt easy, but God's love will touch her. i know it takes time, to believe in the truth, to come to know our Lord. but i will continue to pray for your salvation. and many others, friends and family, their salvation is constantly on my mind. and it makes me cry at times, but i leave it to God. we are nobody without God, but they often think they dont need God. wells, if you want to know more about the God that LOVES you so much. come ask me :) because i want to love you.

i couldn't wake up this morning for church but j went. he was sharing Christ late into the night too, and boy it's such a joy to know that! just pray for them, do not rush or force them, because
God gave everyone a choice: heaven or hell. but keep in mind, God will come again soon. ar. he must be sleeping now. lol. im like at bs as usual, went for a swim before it rained really heavily flooding the balcony. then came back for a shower and a nice cozy steamboat at home. and for now, im gonna go watch my heroes!

do you have real JOY? are you truly HAPPY? think about that.

friday night at expo station

natas travel 2008 : second day

in the bathroom during self-break

how it looked like behind me

where i sat and sat and sat.. see my bottle there?

firstwed

2008-02-27T22:45:00.003+08:00

what did i even do today?

it was photos the whole day and im not even half done!!! wow right? hmm.. then now im going to transfer more from mummy's cam. cham. lol. then 5 plus ariana called me.. so im like at home the whole time of coz i'll forgo jogging to go makan. this will make me grow fatter. :( in the end it was jerrold, lester, jeanette, joshua, ariana and me having dinner at ichiban. see how we grow? lol we are like can just call up and meet up for dinner. i think this is so cool. and i LOVE you guys so much! thanks for the laughter and knowing i have such wonderful bros and sis in christ just make me love God even more. Lord is so great and have blessed me so much. thank you for all the good things and bad things, the joy and the sorrows. thank you Lord! alrights, im gonna have 'naked i' meeting tmr! im glad to serve the Lord. =)

fruitful

2008-02-26T14:35:00.002+08:00

hmm. i guess i will want to change my layout SOON.

well, ytd was good. just that was late for JUMPER and the cinema was like pitch dark. lol, ps for stepping and touching around. and ariana had to lift up her precious icecream to protect it with her dear life. wahahahaha! then the show was super good and she was high can. i think everyone wants to jump now. just make sur eyou dont fall girl. lol. it's different going out with my beloved bros and sis in christ. love them! then we went for comissioning in a church, prayers for those leaving for mission trip. from npccc, js, sam, jean, seth, jeremiah, sw, caleb, choo, jacob and yl were there. please pray for their health, safety, courage and wisdom as they go on this life changing trip to spread the word of God and His love for the lost soul out there. :) after that jean parents sent me home, well got to say a big thank you! and im still very happy to see them so loving tgt. but im not jealous k.. leaving it to God. oh and les was entertaining. actually tgt with jeanette lah. super funny, but i was tired. woo, and he sang well. lol. got home, rested, read Daily Bread and a little of Beautiful Child then re-watched epi 7 and 8 of heroes season 1. (i know im slow) and went to bed.

there's lots to do this hols, i wonder if i can finish them all! for now, it's time to continue watching heros online. cya!

thank Lord for all of you.

updates updates!

2008-02-24T21:33:00.019+08:00

okay, i know i've been away for awhile so.. updates, updates!

firstly, i had a great bday! thank you all for being there. =) and erm.. my photos please? im trying my best to collate all the photos so please send them to me asap. THANKS.

hmm. now lets see the exams papers. all were alright except CIP. it was a terrible paper. it's out to kill us! like dont know how many ppl just left at 10 can? it's not never study, study already also nothing to write. i think they purposely want eveyone to fail then they can moderate so that the failure rate for cip wont be that high. blah!

but, anw exams is like OVER finally! have been having fun since the end of it. LOL. obviously wasnt at home right after the last pp. so me, rui, xf and yc ended up in taka for lunch. we were SUPER hungry so saw the first restaurant jiu chiong in le. central. the food really is good but a damn cup of warm water cost 60cents and their service.. luckily the food balanced it up, heh. the best: durain fried rice! dont 'ee..' k, it's super good. not too much durain until you can puke, if you dont hate durains.. you should just go and try!! =)

yc.xf

me.rui

see that tofu with pork floss behind? it's COLD!

and yeah, thats my DURAIN fried rice.

quick, we wanna start eating!

after the meal we shopped around and went to far east plaza. got some stuff i guess.. dont really rmb much. lols. then all of us was super tired already. you know lah, exams everyday sleep so little, wake up so early go sch take the stupid papers which will determine our gpa. hai. mine sure drop inside the well till cannot see. crap. oh then, yc and xf went home. ariana came to mine. met jean and josh for movie, we watched "ah long pte ltd" and went ntuc to get sushi and chicken for dinner. LOL. then decided to come back my house again so we had like fellowship in my room. i love them!

joshua, jeanette, ariana, me. (jjaw!)

thereafter, i had to go bayshore as usual. hmm.. then ytd woke up pretty late. and had to go conrad, we booked a room there, i dunno for what eh. so all i was doing was eating and playing crazy taxi on psp. kinda getting addicted but yeah, hols. then went people's park complex. which was so BORING. but then my uncle had to be there so i went to irene auntie's shop in the same building and ended up doing express pedicure. at around 4pm we went back to the hotel again. then slack around till 7pm to meet the cousins at marina sq. had billy bombers and it was good i guess. i always liked the food there anw. lets see the menu.. LOL!!

Lovely: after eating the Yeehah! Great Balls O' Fire Spaghetti.

today, i went to church. really got to thank Lord for bringing me there. and meeting Jerrold after so long. i think i've been so busy until i totally ignore so many ppl. how bad am i? k, i got to catchup with life. service was good by the way and it's a joy to Praise the Lord. =D then i had to go back the hotel to meet them after lunch with him. hai.. then out of no where... ARIANA popped up! lol. girl arh.. really dont need to xiang wo lor. i'll be seeing you tmr again! phew. haha. walked around, took some pictures and went shopping.

purple! :)

and i miss you girl. how long have i not seen her? and this was taken during cny reunion dinner this year at Bosses.

alrights, got to go make a list of things to get, to do, to learn, to achieve this hols. what would be God's purpose for me? i'll leave my hols to Him then.

i wonder if he still loves me..

cny eve

2008-02-07T10:38:00.000+08:00

shoot. it's like so late now.. im suppose to be at grandma's house by now. she's always late. ALWAYS. i called her at like 8am? but she's still not here yet. HOPELESS.

okay, i know i said i wont be blogging but i just got nothing to do and im no in the mood to STUDY! lol. doomed. the finals are gone case.

okay. so on cny eve, i went to zhss to meet my friends. and wow. stupid dumb sch, dont let those who either dye hair, wear shorts or slippers in. so good lah. i wore shorts and slippers. but looked totally presentable. siao, just go back sch need to wear what? formal wear isit? already so many people hate the sch so much, now dont let us go in see that few teachers left. whats the point. this is so hopeless. many schs are starting to do this to their ex-students. so in future. there will not be such a tradition of going back 母校 to visit their teachers. and we will lose all our friends that we sometimes only see once a year. this is so saddening. anw, there's nothing much left of zh for us. all our beloved teachers left. principal, vp, dm all change. so fantastic lah! so we only have like a half-full of teachers to greet. i hate MUSHROOM DOLLS! argh.

but then, at least i met up with my grp of ppl. i miss them like so much. i know jc sucks. bare with it, it's all ending really soon. so fast, A levels and they are off to uni. =D and im really touched that at least they rmb my bday is near and got me gifts. last min or not, i still love you guys! THANK YOU so much. you guys really made my day.

mic.wendy.mui

the grp of ppl - yeeting

a lovely adjustable necklace from sw.zt.sh

super nice bracelet from mic and mui! <3>

i love it so much, coz it's from them.

hmm.. then after that zt, mic and mui came over to my place for awhile. well. zt painted her precious nails and they left soon at around 4pm. ha. then i started to get busy and wanted to take a 30mins nap but only managed to get half of it i guess. tiring arh! then very soon need to shower and prepare to go for reunion dinner. this yr was at BOSSES coz we are like super super last min. like only looked for a place in Jan. so i really have to thank Lord for that. coz we have long not eat reunion dinner at home. so we had 4 tables as usual but diff people. ben's fam and mf auntie's fam did not join us this yr. so i was with dap all the time. taking erms.. SOME pictures. hmm. it's in her cam. may upload it someday if i ever blog again before exams. =D

then like every year (just that i managed to finish all the courses this yr), my dad came to pick me up to his friends' house. met the teens that i saw last yr. so started to talk and had fun. yeah, i think they are really nice people. but then im like so dumb. forgot to take their contacts but i gave out my useless cards. or else it will never finish. its like i took out my phone to save their no. then got msg so i read, then put back my phone and left le. so erm.. maybe they think i purposely or something? but i didnt lor! LOL k, i guess i will find them somehow. so i left there about 2am. then reached home, count $ wash up and slept. a very typical chinese new year eve.

well, although cny is enjoyable and lots of income(lol), i still want to remind all and myself to remember God and not put Him aside this cny. rmb to thank God for everything and bring everything to Him in prayers. He Loves You!

here wishing all a very very wonderdul Chinese New Year!

updates

2008-02-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

little updates here and then i'll be AWAY for EXAMS.

there's nothing to talk about anyway..

what more but studying and eating everyday?

some CHEESE cookie from Bangawansolo!
it's super super nice! try it. =D

these are like super cheap at 10 bucks..

BUT. very comfortable and nice.

from junction 8 =) hahas.

finally i found that pair of black heels.

yeah!

okay, i didn'y plan to buy anymore clothes but..

i accidentally found this at flower power.

realised that i've been able to find really nice pieces
ACCIDENTALLY.
i mean, those shops dont look like they sell stuff like that.

wishing all a HAPPY CNY and good luck for the EXAMS!

it's around the corner, peeping at me, but i'm leaving it to God.

LOVE ya!

was

2008-01-31T17:07:00.000+08:00

i was in a very bad mood that day.

but i think FORGIVE is the word.

so, im in "our space" wasting time till ccc starts.

watched heroes but the stupid internet in sch is damn slow.

then shall i go for dinner tonight?

shall i go to school tmr?

i needa get some stuff. my home needs a clock.

and i need some shopping else where than amk hub.

and the dresses she said. does she wants to go see tgt? or have she bought it already?

hmm.. 27 dresses. is it good?

i got one free ticket.

LOL. exams are near. stress.

wth

2008-01-29T15:25:00.000+08:00

WTH.

dont believe what you hear and dont ask me about it.

its none of your business.

dont bug me, im not interested in him.

SHOOT.

weddings

2008-01-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

oh wow! winnies's wedding was wonderful!!! we (ariana, jeanette and me) were like more nervous than her lah! when she said those "i do".. oh my. had a really good time with them. really. thank Lord for all of them. and winnie was really pretty. =D then had a surprise for liu. great that it's still a surprise. and thank us for that shirt that saved you from being covered in shaving cream home. but never try to taste it boy. oh and thanks josh for sending us to and fro the church. thank you so much. =D and i love to see you guys tgt. and will learn the lesson of turning on the light to continue searching. oh, so she was saying should on God's light. oh, ask Him to on. er, im getting blur.

okay, went for ichiban for lunch, dinner at mf auntie's house then dinner at raymonds' wedding. oh wow, they look different today. havent seen them for some time now. misses. hmm. took some photos here and there. but nothing for you to see today. hahas! im only at heroes season 1 epi 3? and i havent touch my stuff for exams? and im growing even fatter?

okay, i shall have fruits only for lunch this week. and my green apple juice everyday.

i need you.

what does LOVE mean to you?

2008-01-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

wow. today is such a weird day. i dunno, but both me and ariana is just feeling not right. ask enthu, im so not me. then i was so random. seriously. i got home and decided to find out from my world, what does Love mean to them. so i messaged like 60+ people. (shake head) oh, and sorry to those whom i never reply you, coz just imagine me replying all. but i need to say THANK YOU to all of ya. *cheers! so lets see what my world thinks about LOVE. =)

-Love means acceptance of one with no string attacted.

-Love. It can't be explained in words. There's different kinds of love.

-Love? Listen to the song L-O-V-E.

-Love is what the bible says.

-Love means sacrifice and enduring through hardship at all cost! =)

-Love is the best and most beautiful thing in the world! Cannot be seen or touched. Must be felt with the heart!

-Love is when two hearts are together. No matter what happens, you want and will do the best for him/her.

-The best proof of love is TRUST.

-Love is so complicated, as long as your loved ones are happy, you are. =)

-Love is something that every human beings need. Be it love from family, friends or loved one. Love can bring you to another stage of your life. It makes you more mature with it's bitterness and sweetness.

-Love is good.

-Love. It's taken with mixed emotions. A line between hatred and happiness. It is an affection. Love is blind. =)

-Love is the passion of giving unconditionally to support, accept and care.

-Love means to be able to share my thoughts and emotions but it's something that won't bind me down. To love and to be loved is a blessing. =)

-Seeing the person happy. =)

-It means the world.

-Love is simply looking at an imperfect person perfectly. =)

-Love means to eat vegetables or do something that you really hate in the past, for that person.

-Love is when he has made you wait for an hour alone and when he finally appears, your heart smiles before you start approaching him.

-Love means to see that person be happy. Love is not always about possession but at times letting go so that the person can be happy. Love is simple yet made complicated by many who think they know love but actually they don't.

-Love is commitment.

-Love is a feeling you can't control.

-Love must be sincere. Romans 12:9.

-Love is happiness and my other half.

-Love is a feeling that people have towards a person.

-Love is Jesus.

-Love is some special feelings that come naturally.

-Love means to trust, care, share and go through thick and thin together.

-Love to me is when you are willing to do anything for that person unconditionally.

-The normal answer: Love means forgiving, forgetting, understanding and happiness. The not normal answer: Jerry! LOL

-Love is unexplainable affection for someone special.

-Love is stress regarding humans. =)

-Love to me is a blessing by your close ones around you. =)

-Love means having to sacrifise and to show unconditional care to an individual.

-Love is simply making a person happy.

-Love is where that person will stay by your side no matter what.

-Love is putting that person before yourself.

-Love means loving selflessly, unconditionally and all you want and hope for in nothing but the person's happiness. Even if it means sacrificing. Loving him for who he is.

-Love is a mysterious feeling that leaves one contented to bring happiness to the target party. <- A supposedly selfless action, actually a cover for a selfish desire.

-Love is unconditional and to see the him/her happy.

-No idea.

-I don't know. I really don't know.

-Love is Joy!

-Love is wanting the best for someone.

-Love needs no definition.

-Love is to give and forgive.

-Love has never been defined because it means different things to different people. To me, love means, to create & maintain happy & loving relationships. Love is never tired of waiting, love has the power of undergoing all things, having faith in all things, hoping all things. (:

-Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a guy puts on cologne and they go out on a date to smell each other:D Oh this is cute.''I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones''

-"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." - 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

oh wells, the answers are so extreme. as for me, im still searching, still trying to figure out the true meaning of love. it seems like i will never be able to, because it's too complicated. but what i know is that im being loved by many. =) and God LOVES me. God loves you too. It's sacrificial, He sacrifised his son to die on the cross. It's unconditional, he loves us for who we are. He's there no matter what, He never will forsake. i just know that love is just so wonderful. Thank Lord for that!

I'll be adding in more responses if i managed to get more before i sleep..

what does LOVE mean to YOU?

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iac class

2008-01-25T11:21:00.000+08:00

acc to jr, we gonna die for iac. C already lor! coz.. we no video! now watching one of the groups interview video. shit. okay, so im in iac now, obviously. with belinda, grace staring at my screen and ned and untalented sleeping. arh! sian.

ytd lm's topic was "until love finds you". it was quite good. seriously.. gonna reflect abit soon. esp the spiritual part. how?! what am I suppose to do. i think maybe, he's not the right one. maybe. =) but well, God have someone for me, someone who'll love me for who i am. thats unconditional LOVE. you see? true love is hard to find. =)

k, reached home real late last night and woke up real early this morning. so i guess im tired. meeting ariana, jean and josh tonight for dinner! quick, im hungry. i guess lunch will come first? but im getting fatter! argh.. so random.

slimming obsession?

busy

2008-01-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

whee! today had cip for like less than two hours then we were on our own. waited till fabm lecture coz i havent finish my last work journal. wells, i feel so slack nowadays. im so afraid that i wont do well in exams. i havent started revision and my brain is empty. serious. hate to be reminded that cny, vday, bday will be boring. argh. and suddenly realise that i wont have time this weekend. sat is winnie's wedding and sun is cousin's wedding(i just found out an hour ago). then maybe going to bishan with dap and i want to go church on sunday! so, how's it gonna end up? I'll leave it to God. but then i know.. sure no studying. then i'll start to panic again.. it's sort of a cycle. oh, and we took pics in the toilet today.. coz, we had nth better to do? uhuh, enjoy. =)

don't you think she dressed a little different today?

ha! where did those hands come from?

our best friend - mirror

sophia came in at the wrong time. lols.

i shall go and sleep now. =D cya.

i have a dream.

home visit =)

2008-01-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

heys. today was boring in school. had bmgt lecture, was late with the girls. opps! then bmgt tutorial. he's asking where i stay again. oh wells, its nothing near serangoon gardens mr pang. tut was project consultation and could leave after we are done. so left at like 1pm. no cip lecture so home i came. not alone, with rui. haha ariana lah. concentrated on our stuff for a while, then hang around and started to have fun. you'll see..

then i took my shower, followed by hers and then dinner. it was yummy right girl? LOL really had great bonding time today. and oh ya, dont be surprised to see some girly changes to the dear girl. im out to help her! hoho. i shall invite my class here some day to have FUN. if they want to :) havent done some stuff i got to, so i shall end off here? yes, thats an order.

the one. it's never easy to spot.

God.

2008-01-21T18:24:00.001+08:00

well, i dont know how many or how little people read my blog. but this post is all about the person i LOVE the most. He's just so wonderful and has blessed my life so much. He is so real and loving, yet there are so many out there who refuse him due to discouragements in life and demands in life. He is no other than God.

Read Ariana's blog and the twin's blog post. I see God working in their lives and I see full dependence on Him, their desire to serve Him and Glorify Him. =D recently, my fire for God is dimming a little; but I'll never forget my purpose on Earth: to Glorify God all the Days of my Life. My life has been and will be wonderful since I accepted Him into my life. What about you? Have you ever thought about after death, hell or heaven? What is your purpose here?

Not to be ashamed, I had this very funny/cute/weird/relevant question when I was really young. okay, those adj coz of diff views from diff age and thinking. That question was: "If I die now, WOJW will just vanish from this world and be left with nothing?". Believe me or not, it was such a scary thought even though I was just a kid. Then as I come to know Christ, I finally see the truth, Lord indeed opened up my eyes, that there is only two paths that our souls can go; heaven or hell. And that is eternal. Which means FOREVER, our souls will be there. Hell is second death, it's fire burning and non-believer WILL be thrown in to suffer eternally. Heaven is God's kingdom whereby there's no sadness, worries and everything that is bad or unpleasant. Believers will live there with our Heavenly Father and be with him eternally. I can't wait to see heaven but there's a Great Commission to fulfill. There are so many lost souls out there, not reached!

So what does being a Christian mean to you? Going to church? Sing songs? Pray? I really don't know what non-believers think of us. Maybe they think we are crazy, scary, etc. But, that's because they do not know the truth or refuse to believe the truth. If Lord is not real, why are the number of believers on a rise? God's has proven himself and every believer is a testimonial for Him. We love God, love God's people, hence we want to share Christ with you. We want to see you in heaven. There is a purpose for everything, like why you are reading my post. His has special plans for all of us, yes for you too. His loves all his children, yes even non-believers. Like a Father, eveything He does is for our own good. He will never forsake us, NEVER. How to get blessed by Him? Simply accepting Christ, thats what makes you a Christian.

Heard about Adam and Eve? Those two were tempted by Satan and ate the apples from the tree of knowledge which God asked them not to eat from. Then, they sinned against God and hence we are all sinners. Only God is perfect. Sinners go to hell, but God did not create Hell for us! Hell was created for Satan. Okay, where did satan come about? Satan was an angel. Angels were created to worship God and serve God. Satan decided to rebel against God and 1/3 of the angels followed him and descended on Earth. Satan will be going to hell but he wants more people to join him, thats why the religions and idols you see today. Because those who do not believe in God will be thrown into hell. So why didn't God remove satan? That is so as He wants to give all of us a choice. He allows us to choose to believe or not. How to accept Christ then? Simply believe and admit that you are a sinner and that God can save you from sin, death and hell. He is our saviour and He loves us. A prayer to God and you're saved. I'm not joking. God sees your heart and not what you do. You will be saved by grace and not by works so that no man can boast. Forget the past, God has a bright future for you. I've seen so many people turn to Christ and live for God. Will you let Him take control and be blessed?

What about Jesus? Jesus is God's son. God sent His son to die for our sins. YES, our sin. He was perfect, but he took all the shame and pain for our sins. Well, Jesus is God. If you need to, I can explain the trinity to you. But no one can fully explain or understand it except God. Jesus did many miracles on Earth to prove that He is God and died on the cross for all sins. He also said that He would rise from the dead, 3 days after He die to go up to heaven. He did, and it was witnessed by 500 over people. Jesus paid for our sins in full, therefore we do not have to suffer if we choose to follow Him. He the WAY, the ONLY way to heaven.

So, why urgent? Heard about Noah's ark? God flooded Earth for 49days and 49nights and all the creatures on Earth died except for those on the ark. People thought Noah was crazy and no one believed him. The rainbow is God's promise to never flood the Earth again. However, there's a second coming. God said that He will come again. when? He will come like a thief. No one will know when He will come, but SOON. how? rapture will occur and followed by tribulation. tell me if you want to know more =) so obviously, time is running out. I want to reach out to as many lost souls as possible.

What about the bible? Bible is the word of God. Although, it was written 2000+ years ago but it applies to our lives today. that is how real it is. all the natural disasters, technology and stuff. tell me, if it wasn't God, who can predict the world 2000 years later? It is reliable and backed by all the history records that you can find. =D

This is such a long post, but what matters is God's Glory. God has really transformed my life. Taught me how to LOVE and to recieve the wonderful gifts from God. I did not come from a believer family and I'm like any other ordinary girl. But I've lots to share, if you allow me to. I want to serve God and want to share Christ with you. Please share with me your thoughts, positive or negative, I will listen. I will not force people to accept Christ and don't like the word psyco to be used. Someone in class said that once, but I still love her as much. Glad that another excepted Christ and is really much happier now. You know what, a non-believer once said: "Althought I'm not a believer, but I can say that only Christians are truly happy." and another told me that "Althought I'm not Christian, but I find no loopholes in the bible, I can't explain why." =D thank Lord! I thank Lord for everything, yes everything. trials, suffering, happiness.. everything. Like i said, He has His purpose. you may not see it now, but He will reveal it someday. so, let Him be on the throne of your life and let Him take full control. total dependence on God. I thank Lord for YOU.

If you are still confused, why not try asking God to show you that He is real?
He is knocking on the door, all it takes is to open the door and allow him in.
To God be the Glory.
I LOVE YOU.

shopping!

2008-01-20T19:28:00.000+08:00

thank Lord!

went bugis street ytd to SHOP. well i guess thats still the best place to get cheap but nice belongings. =D got not alot but just three dresses, two bags, my white shorts and a pair of really high heels! okay, i admit im short eh. lols. reached home really late.

went for my swim today. like finally? hahas. then did nothing really much the whole day. only thing completed was cip quiz coz its by 2359 tonight. oh and erm TR02: there is NO hom tut tmr morning and OPERA test is on thursday during lecture.

oh wells, im leaving bs soon. see you ppl tmr!

i miss her. i miss him.

web!

2008-01-19T11:06:00.000+08:00

argh! i think i need my own profile web soon. esp when im gonna do something with the naked i campaign. lols.

ytd was tiring. met ned and bel for lunch. then lms lesson with lms challenge.. omg so we stood on chairs at the canteen and sung twinkle twinkle with actions to the whole canteen. omg, no face. but it was fun indeed.. then they also very pei he. clapped for us when we were done. then the guys had to clip up their hair and take photos with strangers. well, my class is not enthu you see. only enthu is enthu. heh. then after that had to wait for ulric and frens to come for open house. so ned and me brought them all over np, from head to end. super tiring, under the hot sun somemore. then after all that climbing of hill, it was 5 when we left. ariana was dancing at the bus stop, well she didnt see me so nvm. acc ned to bugis where she cut her hair. the hairdresser is erm.. no comments. i mean, i dont want to comment. hmm.. then walked around abit. saw heels and bags! omg, and i want my white shorts. but then, no $. decided to cab home and it was like 16 bucks?! actually only 9 then plus this plus that its like crazy? peak hour is like 35% of the fare, plus erp and stuff. this is so bad. then at 10pm cab from amk to bs. it was cheaper lah.. but i was broke. got to get some cash.. also for the cruise thingy. okay, i need to go bugis to shop. thats conclusion.

day spent

2008-01-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

woah. so one day of no sch just went past like that? what on earth did i do for the whole day?

wells, im back on online shopping again. blog shopping i guess.. maybe clothes for cny? i'll see. woke up not too late, then used my lap. very unfocused, ended up packing things.. this time its the cds and stuff. suddenly miss trm camp, so took out the disc and pulled out pics. i didnt have time to do that in the past, so yeah. then after that surf the net, had brunch. and edited the web a little. went out to amk hub. i really went there. lol. then walked around all the shops and discovered a jacket. i think it's nice, so i bought it. got some earrings and studs. then went ntuc to get, ahem, some stuff. and then we raced home in our private bus. i meant, we boarded at the interchange, but not a single soul? then we crossed on our road. hello? no cars? it was 4 plus eh. then came back and started slacking around the house, chatting. then finally showered at near 7pm. then i resumed chatting online. went to eat my dinner and soon started to do maec tut. finished it very soon coz i didnt really know how to do, all crap. then do my portfolio. that html thing is so dumb! i hate it totally.. so difficult to see, but of coz i managed it. i can't survive without using html to edit. and when it comes to html, i'm more of a perfectionist. heh heh. caught up with some ppl online.. then they all went off to SLEEP. lols. maybe i should too. and jeremy, i never mention you k? not that green apple juices you owe me! opps, i did again. woo, ariana is still online, go to bed girl!

happiness.

2008-01-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

okay, my laptop abit bu shuang me so im abit slow in blogging. this week is kinda diff from the previous? im like so relaxed and carefree.. like on hols lor. when the exams are like approaching? and i dont want to study during cny.. the worst part is that my bday is on a sat and so suay got pp. cant they just wait like for a weekday? vday also not in sch, sian.. cannot tease ppl or 'kan hao xi'. LOL.

sunday, i went to church =) attended chinese service and it was meaningful. the Lord touched my heart once again. everyday. I want to shine for Him, glorify Him! I've been praying for YOU. then, somehow.. went orchard. then somehow.. my sister called. (my father's daugther) and somehow, i ended up with them. i think its kinda good coz usually i only see them once or twice a year? he's right when he said 'thats good'. actually i just didnt feel like being at home that day, i just wanted to be out. so ya.

my dad, his wife, coco and me at sakae sushi (eww)

then monday was hom tut on opera, maec lec followed by fabm tut. then after sch, suppose to be going home but then the four on the same bus decided to go look for food. and we ended up at takaya along thomson road. so it was jap food for two consecutive dinners. but its okay. =D

malcolm, brian, ariana and me at takaya

today was slacking day too. had bmgt lec which was bullshit. what proj consultation? early know dont go lah! all xf fault. hahas. then bmgt tut, no comments. lastly cip lec. hmm. this week is so slack, totally k. coz tmr is like... no school? CIP elearning and fabm lec cancelled. =D so i'll be doing my stuff tmr after slacking so many days. and i also dont feel like staying home. at least got to visit amk hub, again. oh, also caught up a little with cash just now! hehs, she seems stressed and tired. bfs, not easy dear. jiayous ks? i miss 2e3'04.

oh wells, o levels results are coming out soon. good luck to you ppl, dont get nervous so early ya? no point eh, its a fact that cannot be altered. trust in God jerrold, all the best ulric and huiling. =D do come visit NP open house yeah? see you guys.

okay, time for bed!

unseen.

pictures

2008-01-11T19:14:00.000+08:00

since i like blogs with lots of pictures, maybe i should just let them do the talking.

cinco yesterday. =)

ENTHU today at the usual. =P

i see macro test coming along, study hard peeps! dont let her suan us again!! then i see cip web not done, portfolio not done, quiz not done. bmgt proj, waiting for control only i guess. thanks girls for working at it. then iac.. i will do something abt it. lol. all the tut and lec, hmm.. havent been really paying attention to them. mind was all on that proj. but ya, time to catchup.

today iac is like any other. that woman nag and nag and nag. repeat and repeat. i wonder if she realise that no one is listening. nag until no time for us to discuss assignment then ask us to present. wth is that man? waste our time.

okay, nvm. came home to sleep.. expected lahs. all also like that. hahaha. then now i see someone's nick 我不会睡觉, lol funny arh. hmm.. i called her and guess what? she's in macau. everytime i call her she'll be somewhere but local. last week was perth. so where's she gonna be next week huh?

maybe he's not for you

what is love?

2008-01-09T20:03:00.000+08:00

well, tmr is the presentation. but i'm not as prepared as you think.

had, a kinda nice chat with ariana on the way home.. the journey may not be that long but long enough for me to realise things i don't know and triggered off my serious thoughts abt bgr, love and stuff.

off coz it wasn't on the bus, i kept it on the back of my mind till i got home. on the bus i was focusing on two korean girls from bpss. lols. their uniform so diff can, shirt super short and small then skirt super long. but it really looked sexy on them. they are slim with a great figures and long sexy legs. trust me. hahas. but looks, erms. alrights bah. okay, then came back home and started to think abt those stuff and tried figuring out some things, but i still dont have any possible answer. but yeah, no time to organise my thoughts or ot blog abt it.

then, i read the email from austin. i dont believe in horoscope but lets see how much of it was true (red). lols.

AQUARIUS WOMAN

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show her his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has 'Faith' in the word 'Love'.

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves 'Freedom' so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is 'Right', so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she
say 'It's over' be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean 'small loan'. Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.

You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a 'Working Woman' then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the 'Hurricane' is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of 'pay Back' time. Most people might think of her as 'One of a guy', but in fact she is a 100% woman.

She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

=D
just felt like bolding some random stuff which striked me.
I guess now you've know a little more about me eh?
and i do not believe in 'love at first sight'.
it never happened to me yeah.

LOVE

2008-01-04T10:53:00.000+08:00

Just some random thoughts..

ytd LM was about unconditional LOVE.

I love God's people because He first Loved me. =)

2 Corinthians 6:14 (King James Version)
14Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness?

I LOVE YOU!

Lord, I leave the presentation later in your hands.

=D i'm worn out, but my strength comes from YOU.

new year's day

2008-01-02T11:28:00.000+08:00

this year's countdown was like no other. it was really good. =)
daphne was right, it was long since the four of us went out tgt to have fun. really hope for a little more of these outings. new year was spent at Graze in rochester park. it's a chill-out bar. really nice environment despite of some insects flying around and some frogs jumped on my leg. eww. anw, the most unecpected thing is that after we said 'one', foam was all over us. where did that come from eh? then i see those man running around. yes MAN. i cant believe those ppl are doing that, but cute. had really lots of fun. and tried a hand at the black jack table. LOL. no real gambling although chips were used. the winners got prizes like prada, LV bags and that kind. you know. then after there went to call ben and cat but both not turned on. apparently, ben spent new yr in a veru nice place, unforgettable and cat's was flat. so in the end we dropped by their house. reach bs at around 5am. cool, wash up and slept. woke up at like 2pm with dap and then we went to raffles to eat. very nice, kopitiam restaurant. then went jeanyip at harbourfront to wash hair when she cut her straight fringe. girl, i think it's nice lah. really.. seriously i think you're so pretty that you look good in almost everything. =) then we went to my aunt's house then we sent her home then back to amk.

wasted new year's day just like that.
but i thank Lord for everything.

sat

2007-12-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

oh, i felt so lost for that two days. now i realise, i should have been at meta. oh no, i really missed out too much. i did indeed miss them, ccc and church, this christmas. alright, tmr is His day again and im not going to church. i guess she needs more time and i need more excuses. but im leaving it to Him. i must go for the next one. ppl, share with me from meta. i want to hear. :D

today was spent doing nth much i guess. went hub and met abi AGAIN. i dunno how many times i met her le lah. but it's pleasant i guess.. to see farmilar faces from 2e3 esp. :) then she asked me abt when's gathering. MINGHAN! you better organise or im gonna chop your already so skinny legs off. hey, he promised me that's why. it's fun and my interest, but i do get tired you know? but i love 2e304. we always rock, always.

oh, she got her blog back again! i think i enjoy reading her's the most. very interesting to me.. =) daphne, you rock! i'll be seeing her tmr, for shopping. please help her to get all her needs.. school is opening real soon. time really flies eh?

ok, im still very very worried for projects. IAC, LMS and FABM/HOM. Lord, i really need you to help me. there's nothing i can do without you. IAC is untouched for not only awhile, LMS is due so so soon yet.. , FABM/HOM needs more progress, needs to chiong. we seriously need to meet. but how? i guess when school reopen. but is there really enough time?

i need more time.

backagain

2007-12-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

heys im back!

had a not bad trip this time bah. lots of shopping disappointments for me and daphne but still not bad lah. had a good time with ben and cat =) heh. after we came back we went on royale star. then came down on wednesday morning and straight into malaysia. for? shopping. still, she havent got all the stuff she need. okay, then finally home ytd night. and you wont expect me to do anything else then rest right? so i prepared and slept till very very late today. you know how 'MUCH' sleep i had for the pass week? it's so terrible. so i woke up and packed my stuff and then it was really time for dinner. i think projects and sch work is so doomed in my hands. okay, nvm. hope you guys had a really wonderful christmas yeah? i was in some shopping mall with i dont know how many hundreds or maybe thousands of ppl. *coz there was some star. then they countdown to christmas and we just said merry christmas. so boring.. there was no atmosphere, totally dont have! i wanna be here, i wanna be in church rejoicing the birth of christ. =) i love you Lord. thank you for daphne and the chance to have a room to ourselves once again, so that i could share freely, we could talk freely and be crazy the way we want to. i love her. :) think straight. lol. oh, and thank you all who msged, emailed, tagged and sent me your christmas wishes. i love you guys!

next up will be new year.
2008 is so round the corner, peeping at us.

over SEAS

2007-12-23T10:55:00.000+08:00

wth! the internet connection here is not free. it's like 120 hk dollars for 24 hours? So I wont be able to use internet afer about 3am later. so.. any impt, just message me.

im in this very lousy and scary hotel in hk. why did the stupid tour angencies book all the presentable hotel leaving us with this i dont know what hotel. it's like geylang. when we alighted from the cab, without fail the bangala will approach. so disgusting! so you can imagine how the street along our hotel is like. it's not a single standing building btw, it's like connected with the shops. okay, thats enough.

i was in Macau, Zhu Hai, Shen Zhen and now in HK. Our only aim here is probably just shopping and they have super lots of very nice imitation goods. Still, i wont dare to use them. i rather use things without any brand then to buy imitation.. but, they look so real that you cant really tell unless you're a pro. Ate my favourite pork cutlet bun and eggtarts in Macau. it's still as delicious as ever.. but the eggtarts were kinda sweeter. hmm, it's not any stall btw.. it's only particular pork cutlet bun stall and eggtart shop. so if you want to know, i may tell you. lols. then shopping in ZH is much better than shenzhen.. i bargain until very very tired. coz i helped dap and cat too. i guess im better in bargaining? but i think it should be even lower.. nvm lah, let them earn more. anw it's already an impossible price in sg. hahas. today and tmr will be spent in hk then i'll fly back on 25th. and omg, there's like NO atmosphere for christmas here. sian, luckily we are going onboard on 25th too. hmm.. will be roaming hk today but havent really decided. on grp of them went to lan ya dao. aunt went to check out the shopping mall nearby and will give us a call on it.. then dap and i meeting cat and ben at 12noon. it's so cool to be on our own but bit of dangerous too eh. hahas.

anw, my mum is in Macau and it's her birthday!!
Happy Birthday Mummy! =)
i'll just pray for her salvation coz thats the best gift ever.
(but i did get her something.lol.)

okay, i trust in God for a fruitful day and now i shall go touch the projects!
cya back there.

OPERA

2007-12-17T15:25:00.000+08:00

TR02
From Eunice Ho:

Dear all,

For those who wish to practise OPERA during the holiday period, I have booked the lab (72-06-13) on 21 Dec 07 (FRIDAY) on the following hours:

a. 9.00 am to 12.00 pm

b. 2.00 pm to 5.00 pm

The lab will NOT be locked, so you can walk in anytime for the practice.

Enjoy!

It's on MEL. =)

how much i Love You.

2007-12-11T12:38:00.001+08:00

Sometimes we need to be reminded of our good and gracious God.
Give thanks to the Lord for all the blessings in your life. =)
There is unspeakable joy in all of our hearts when we truly experience God's love for us.
Faith in God's goodness puts a song in your heart and praise on your lips.
I thank Lord for loving me.

If you are ready to share God's great love,
Follow His spirit and give Him your all;
Numberless blessings are waiting for you
As you respond and obey Jesus' call.
-Hess

"He loveth righteousness and judgement:
the earth is full of the goodness of the Lord."
Psalms 33:5

Why would anyone not want to be blessed and have joy in their hearts?
What we see is temporary and what we cannot see is eternal.
"God, teach me to love your people so deeply like how you first loved me. Help me to see them the way you see them. I want to glorify you all the days of my life. Amen."

That is how much I LOVE you.

sunday

2007-12-09T16:36:00.000+08:00

a day of not studying.

tmr is the paper..

GOOD LUCK to all taking their papers this week!

=) i will be back sometime.

fri sat

2007-12-09T01:30:00.000+08:00

Friday.
met them for conflict in the morning,
and we spent alot of time debating abt the untalented one.
had LMS on friday, then it rained very heavily.
went home then out again to meet mic and sw.
and we walked and ate at ichiban.
and we talked out hearts out. =) but time was limited.
shoped for gifts that we owed and i got a pair of heels plus some earrings.
then very soon, we splited up on our way home.
thank you woon, for the tokyo banana and some other.
thank you yt for agreeing to get me 2 boxes of tokyo banana..
have a safe and great trip to tokyo on monday!
i miss you girls alot.
then at night went to pp and somehow i got 6500.
i never planned for it, but i hope it isnt on impulse.
yeah, it's quite nice actually. =D

Saturday.
well, i spent a day studying macro.
i finished it, but will revise again later. (after my sleep)
hmm, then went for the warlord gala preview just now.
chong qin, andy lau and the female lead were there.. he is yan dao lor!
lol, the show is damn good.
ok, at least i like it.. ending like no other.
very very nice, dont know to cry or to laugh lah..
there's an appropriate amount of comedy, bloodshed and touching scenes.
not so bloody all over at least. =)
was with ben and cat, they are very cute tgt i think.
lols had supper at the usual bcm stall then came home..
i guess tmr i got lots to do so i'll stop here then.
good nights!

green apple juice

2007-12-06T19:29:00.000+08:00

woah. was in school from 9am.. did project. but i think we need to progress a little faster girls! it's not easy i know but please at least do your part well =) im not at all relaxed or have little to do k? then had maec. my mind was not totally there. every lesson also get suaned, but she's a good tutor.. hai. no one's perfect eh. maybe she thinks she's motivating us, so TR02 will show her results right? yeah right, when i havent start studying for it. doomed. okay, then had hom lec. so dumb, msned with the two next and next next to me. watched a video which was so interesting* then had a very fast lecture, dunno what she said but i'll find out. hahas. then went to get my GREEN apple juice! then home with many on 74. ok, in conclusion, jeremy owes me three cups of green apple juice. hey it's green apple okay, not green carrot and orange apple. tmr the fun day again. enthu ppl, please rmb to meet at 9am to have conflict with one another.. you get what i mean. we are gonna rock the class again so cya!

happy =D

2007-12-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

im so happy! :)
coz i had apple strudel and chocolate mousse oreo cheesecake at ritz after school!
and a nice chat with rui.
so in conclusion, i still dont know what to do.
thanks arh..
revision lec was useless.. but oh wells, had a good time laughing.
then rui angry, she couldn't catch more of those hints..
hmm.. something came into mind again just now.
to all: christianity is not an obsession and we do not psyco ppl.
there may be blacksheeps around but thats inevitable.
everyone have their choice to believe or not and all we do is just share..
if you feel that the person sharing is forceful or you feel uncomfortable then just stop him/her by all means.
thats about all i have to say.
To God be the Glory.
____________________________________________________________

bmgt tutorial

2007-12-04T12:48:00.000+08:00

hey! im like in bmgt tutorial now. this is the slackiest tutorial ever!!

okay, let me see.. ytd was Monday! had hom tut on opera again. it's kinda interesting. then had maec lec. oh! i havent start any revision at all. so im not getting my As! shit. then was fabm tut followed by proj consultation. FUN.

okay, im kinda doomed. common test is not on my mind yet when it's on monday?! omg, i got to do something right. then comes in all the proj meetings when i'll be away for like 8 days of the 2 weeks. then grp members will be busy certain stuff in diff periods. lol. nvm, there'll be a way.

and recently i very fan. got so many fan ppl trying to waste my time. okay, i shan't bother them. coz when i fan him, he also dont care. sad, but i'll just leave it to Him instead. what can i do? **I love God love People**

today will end with boring cip lec. how i wish he'll just walk pass me later... lols!!!

bye!

sorry

2007-12-02T09:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday was food distribution for care corner.
it was lol. 9 people to deliver two packets of food to two household.
that was really efficient.
then some of us had lunch at holland v.
and i have only one word to say, SORRY.
i think nobody really understands me yet, but i like ppl to voice out.
i cant stand it when they try to compromise and then, waste my time.
well, i feel kinda ashame and same goes to shopping too.
then we had a "fun" time shopping with bel, xf ans al.
got xf and jw gift. like finally?
and got a vintee and dress for myself.
oh, did i mention abt the earrings?
hahas, thats the only thing that bel was happy abt.
maybe we are just different.. i need to talk to you bel.
then pam, br and qy came. how come he like so afraid of me arh?
lols. i very friendly one k...
anw, we left after that.
i got onto my 162 and xf onto 700.
came home, slacked awhile then had to go for wedding dinner.
food was erm.. so so. service was like !!!!
but at least we get to eat better food.
they told me i cant have the champange, it was for the bride..
i was like huh?! but went "okay, thank you."
then we discuss, so i have to go ask the bride if i can have some of HER champange is it?
lols. coz we were the last few to leave, all the champange were still there, untouched.
so i ask him to go up there and take two glasses down.
they didnt even taste like champange lah! i think it's just sparkling apple juice. fakers!
ok, nvm. after that.. came home.

fantastic day eh?
ok, im going off le!
It's Lord's day, im going to church. =)
prob i'll be changing skin soon.

updates

2007-12-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

ok, i shall update then.

lol, thursday was SMAD and i thank Lord for helping me to emcee through it. it was kinda fun but i thought time was really too tight.. hope you guys enjoyed it! the SM are really appreciated. but thinking about being an SM, i will ask God about it coz i feel that my gift lies in evang. i love his people. after that we went to KAP again. wont sian one meh? but yeah, as usual got sushi from cold storage. no baby food this time.. heng arh. but i got a cheesecake. not bad lahs. had a nice catch up with samuel and kelvin (lol) but i still cant figure yj out. nvm, it takes time. then, the very very very nice gentlemen, daniel ng sent us home. all the way to amk and sk!! i think he's really really too nice!! thank you daniel, I thank Lord for you too!

Today had IAC and LMS and as usual enthu was still very enthu! lol but really think not enough time to prepare coz the woman talk far too much. about things that we already know and she kept repeating herself. hai. then it was combine class with even week, so lao da was there with us :) after that had lunch at atrium. saw ron and winnie.. then jeremy. i dont care arh, you owe me green apple juice lor. after lunch walked to LMS although we were like late.. then its laughing all the way. let me tell you, Friday is a day to purely laugh our hearts out. everything we do can make us rofl. anw, belinda loves brown!! hahas. class hoodie rocks btw.

was going through some photos just now, seems like time really flies eh? i miss SLR, i miss TUT CAMP, i miss TRM CAMP. i miss all the fun we had.. but for now, projects and common test first. ok, work hard ppl!

-im sorry if there is anything i said that hurts anyone.

-i truely love God's people.

-it's kinda impossible but it's okay, one look is enough.

wojw.

uglyme

2007-11-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

its kinda weird, im blogging today. when i havent done my work journal..

had grooming workshop today. i just feel kinda different.. i suddenly realise how ugly i am. i mean, looking at all the beautiful faces in class.. ok, the fact is that i've totally lost confidence in myself. im definately not in the mood now.. i need some counselling i guess, but need someone who can really advise me and not feel inferior. i dont know what is this man! why am i feeling like that, nv in my life.. no wonder my mum always say: "you dont think you very pretty hor". when i did not? okay, so that was bad enough.

when i alighted from the bus and walked up the stairs at the bus stop, there was this group of young man walking towards my block. i was like.. what are they doing here at this time of the night. then when i approach my block.. omg! so many ppl and cars, youngsters esp. and that wasnt a party but a funeral. i already felt sad even though i didnt see who was the deceased but i somehow guessed it was a young men. dying at such a young age.. what a pity. then when i reach home, i somehow rmb discussion in school abt some 5 people dying in some dragonboat compe. then i dont know how but i was like.. oh i know! the funeral downstairs should be one of them. then investigation starts at home. all of us flipped the el and cl papers to see. and then watched the news.. comfirmed its one of them. then you know how terrible i felt already.

ok, i think i shant go on anymore. please pray for cedg tmr and smad on thurs(if you know what it is)!!

good nights.

not blogging

2007-11-17T10:31:00.000+08:00

ok, i havent been bloging.
and dont pester me to update lah!
worst, ask me to give you my password and username.
lol, i tell you in your dream..
this is the super busy and stress period.
so many projects and stupid elearnings..
what's more, you have to rmb to do tutorials,
when your brain is filled with projects.
i need some rest. so i did.. SLEEP.
then again, when you wake up.. it's work again.
but it's okay, when you do not depend on your own strength.
full dependence on God and he shall give you wisdom and strength.
Lord, I need you. It's a really nice song..
the lyrics are so true and i broke down.
tmr is Lord's day, and i'll be in his house to worship him.
Oh God, thank you for loving me.

updates

2007-11-06T16:05:00.000+08:00

ok, update update update!
Saturday had a really good lunch at Ritz Carlton. and dap damn funny, was in uni and never bring clothes. it lasted till night. lol. and that kid was really silver-spoon fed sia. one year old bday at rc? i only had a little cake at home can? lol still got the lame barney and lots of good food of coz. then in the evening and night had bbq cum buffet for my 'kor' 21st birthday. he must rmb me man.. nv give him anything at all man. sorry, i got really no time and have no idea what to get. owe you. :) then we had some alcohol, green apple vodka not bad what. hahas.
Sunday dinner was one crab each plus curry and longan. yummy. I wanna go to church.
ytd between the 5 hours break, me and xf went outram park and chinatown to look for things i cant find. ;( and then we ended up doing foot massage. REALLY. lol HI club was average but i dont understand how my uncle managed to stay in there in his poly years.
wells, today had bmgt lecture and tutorial. he was still total crap lah, ok nvm.. then had one hour break(no cip lecture) and now in hom lecture. wohoo.. she's telling us about the contact lens story. who would be that stupid?

alrights i've got lots to do, IM BUSY, thats why im not updating.
sorry.

trmouting

2007-10-28T01:48:00.000+08:00

okay, it was saturday. and my day went by like this:
woke up early in the morning, prepare and left for harbourfront centre station.
for some reasons, return back twice. reached mrt station at 10plus.. met layying and yongliang. waited and more ppl came.. went with them to giant to get food and drinks. then pushed trolley all the way into the station =P waited for more ppl to come, then left for the tram to sentosa. spent the whole day at sentosa, playing, slacking, chatting and getting bitten by red ants. whatever, but it was fun. quite little ppl came but it was expected eh. then as hours went by, it was time to wash up and i didnt bring clothes are anything. i didnt intend to do anything in the first place, how i know i would end up having fun? yeah, i stinked the whole day. anyway, after that we proceed out of sentosa. went to vivo swensens to ask for sits then had one hour to wait. therefore, not to waste time, few of us went to play pool. ok, the table was small and my standard is still like shit.. so yeah. then came a call to go for food. had very very delicious baked rice and chocolate fondue ice cream! the best part is, full paid by the vouchers :) hmm.. then was time to take loads of photos! heh. i had fun. then some started to leave.. and i went to meet mum at best and got a lg chocolate mini theatre. that was a pretty fast decision.. hopefully not a rushed one. but anw, it looks good to me. cool.. and she got quite a number of items there.. that he got us a giant trolley to put our goods(too heavy for 3 of us to carry). and then we pushed it all the way to harbourfront centre.. loaded on the car and off we went to sentosa again! oh man, i went back to the same beach and crossed the same bridge that me, carrie, pam and jeremy crossed. and then what carrie said came to mind.. you know what. hai. i was there to see them fish. i wanted to go have a try, but was just too tired to even stand up.. whole day under the sun, not showered and refreshed. okay, so i keep pestering my mum to leave that place and come home. so we did only past midnight. and then the first thing to do when i reached was bath! you see how much i needed it. its like pass 2am now and my hair is like super wet. okay i predict i will only sleep at 4am.. lol anw, i will transfer and save the pics only tmr night or monday. (qy bday pics included) so please dont pester me to send you online! okay, look forward to see you guys in school. =D trm rocks!